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Tony posted a condolence
HELLO SWEETHEART, HAPPY THANKSGIVING, NEVER THE SAME WITHOUT YOU, LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH.
TONY.
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tyler posted a condolence
i`m back,i just got back from school.it was fun.i think about you 24/7.i will write back soon.luv u.by...
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TYLER posted a condolence
HI,MEME,I MISS YOU SO MUCH.MICHAEL TOOK KARATE WITH ME,HE IS A WHITE BELT.HE IS REALLY GOOD.I LOVE YOU SO,SO MUCH.I WILL TRY TO WRITE BACK SOON,BY MEME...
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TONY posted a condolence
HI MOM, THINKING ABOUT YOU ALWAYS, MISS YOU SO MUCH, TOOK TYLER DOWN BY LISA AND CARLOS A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO AND HAD THE BEST TIME, WISH YOU WERE THERE. HOPEFULLY WE CAN GO BACK SOMETIME IN NOVEMBER AND GO TO DISNEYLAND SO TYLER CAN SEE IT AND HAVE LOTS OF FUN. LISA AND CARLOS REALLY SHOWED US A GREAT TIME AND MADE US FEEL AT HOME. LOVE YOU, TONY.
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jenn posted a condolence
Grandma, wow i can't believe its been 2 years. I miss you dearly. Now that lovebugs are back out i think of you. How much you hated those bugs when we went to the store together. I haven't wrote to you in a while but i just wanted to know you are in my thoughts and i miss u lots. love, jenn.
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Julie posted a condolence
Arlene, Happy 2nd Anniversary in Heaven. You are always in my thoughts. Miss our talks and laughs and smokes....(even though I gave smoking up 3 years ago). Give everyone hugs and kisses for me.....until we meet again.....love, Julie
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Lisa posted a condolence
Mom
Today you left us 2 years ago, our hearts are still broken and always will be. I want you to know we think of you and miss you everyday. Our family will always be incomplete without you. Today I am off work, and will be thinking about you and our wonderful memories we shared as a family. As I write this letter to you, my tears are just streaming down my face as I just miss you so much and wish you were here with us. I know you are happy with everyone in heaven and you have no pain, thats what keeps me going everyday, knowing you are in no pain and you are with sito & gido. I will always be praying for you till the day we meet again. We love you always and forever. "Lisa and Lynn"
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Lisa posted a condolence
Hi Mom
Its been awhile since I wrote to you, but you know what I am thinking about because I talk to you everyday in my car to work. There is not a single day that goes by that your not in my mind. I still cant express to you how much we all just miss you so much. Thank god everything here is good. I still cant believe you left us almost 2 years ago, my god where did the time go. I wish I could come to visit you in NJ but its just to hard for me right now, sometimes I wish I could of buried you in Florida, just so I could come and see you at least twice a week, but I know that was not your wish, I just feel bad not coming to the cementary to see you. I know you understand, u know your in my heart always and forever. Your memory will be forever in our home, your pictures are all over, and always will be. We need your special prayer for Lynne, to make sure all of her tests come back okay, I know you will guide her and make her ok. I love you mom, I am still waiting for you in my dreams angel. I will talk to you soon. I love u so much Lisa
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TONY posted a condolence
HI MOM, LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, DON'T THINK I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU BECAUSE I HAVEN'T VISITED IN A WHILE, JUST KEEPING BUSY WITH EVERYTHING..ALL IS WELL SO FAR OVER HERE, YOUR GRANDSON IS GROWING LIKE A WEED AND BECOMING A LITTLE MAN..I WILL BE VISITING YOU REAL SOON AT THE CEMETARY AS SOON AS THIS STINKING WEATHER WARMS A LITTLE SO I CAN STAY A WHILE..SEE YOU SOON..LOVE ME..XXXOOO.
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LISA posted a condolence
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM, TODAY WAS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU, WE MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WILL ALWAYS CONTINUE TO MISS YOU. I HOPE YOUR CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN WAS SPECIAL WITH EVERYONE, LYNN WILL BE COMING SOON TO LIVE WITH ME AGAIN, I AM SURE YOU KNOW, PLEASE GIVE US ALL STRENGTH AND GUIDANCE, BECAUSE GOD KNOWS WE ALL NEED IT. PLEASE WATCH OVER LYNN AND DO YOUR BEST TO MAKE EVERYTHING OK. I KNOW YOU WILL. WE LOVE YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU ALL THE TIME. YOUR FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS AND MINDS AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN "NEVER" I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FOREVER "LISA"
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I WAS TOLD A LONG TIME AGO THAT THINGS WOULD GET BETTER AS TIME GOES BY, WELL GUESS WHAT IT DOESN'T, AND I KNEW IT WOULDN'T, ESPECIALLY ON SPECIAL OCCASSIONS. WE ALL MISS YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU FROM SUN UP TO SUN DOWN..AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE LIKE THAT.
LOVE YOU AND MISS
YOU DEARLY
TONY
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LISA posted a condolence
HELLO MY ANGEL, I WANT TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND TO LET YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS, MINDS AND SOULS TODAY. I HOPE YOU LIKE THE FLOWERS AND BALLOONS, IT WAS JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. I HOPE YOUR HAVING A GREAT BIRTHDAY WITH EVERY0NE IN HEAVEN, GIVE BIG KISSES TO SITO & GIDO FROM US, TELL THEM WE MISS THEM. WE LOVE YOU AND ARE ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. WE MISS YOU
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jenn posted a condolence
Grandma, i miss you so much. I missed you so much on thanksgiving to think you would be here with us eating and preparing your delicious meals. I came by to wish you a happy birhtday, I know you are celebrating and dancing with sito and gito. You are very much missed and i wish u were here so we could sing to you and throw a mini party that you would love. I miss you alot and i wish you were here. love, jenn !
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
ANOTHER HOLIDAY WITHOUT YOU, I JUST WANT U TO KNOW YOU WERE VERY SADLY MISSED, AS I PREPARED THE FOOD, I TEARED, AS SET THE TABLE, I TEARED, AS I SAID GRACE, I TEARED, THE TEARS I SHED FOR Y0U WERE TEARS OF SADNESS AND HAPPINESS AT THE SAME TIME, SADNESS BECAUSE U WERE NOT HERE AND HAPPINESS BECAUSE THERE IS NO MORE SUFFERING, AND I KNOW YOUR THANKSGIVING WITH YOUR FAMILY MUST OF BEEN BEAUTIFUL. I ALSO KNOW YOU WERE THERE WITH TONY, LYNN AND MYSELF, AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US. WE MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND LOVE YOU. THIS THANKSGIVING I GIVE THANKS TO OUR FAMILY AND MOST OF ALL TO HAVE YOU AS OUR MOTHER, BECAUSE THERE IS NO OTHER PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT COULD EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS LISA
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jenn posted a condolence
grandma , i came by today because i havent came in a long time. Guess what? mommy made string beans and rice today! it tasted just like yours ! i miss you so much i cant even imagine. every day i think about you and wish you were still here. I still rememeber the last day we went to winn-dixie together. It was lovebug season and i was trying to explain to you that if you wear white, the lovebugs attract to you. we were both scared of the love bugs. i had such a great time with you every time i saw you. i wish i could have seen you more before you left us. I love you gradma and i will be back soon. muahh , love, jenn
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM,
ANOTHER SAD BIRTHDAY I HAD WITHOUT YOU. I GUESS EVERY YEAR IT WILL BE THE SAME. THANK GOD FOR MY HUSBAND AND KIDS TRYING TO CHEER ME UP. I GUESS I AM JUST SO USE TO YOU CALLING ME AND SAYING HEY SHERONA HAPPY BIRTHDAY, I WISH I COULD JUST HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN. IF IT WASNT FOR THE KIDS I WOULDNT CELEBRATE ANYTHING ANYMORE, IT WOULD JUST BE ANY ORDINARY DAY. WHEN YOU DIED ALL MY INSIDES DIED TOO. I JUST CANT CELEBRATE ANYTHING ANYMORE, I TRY ONLY FOR THE KIDS. I JUST FEEL YOUR DEATH IS NOT GETTING ANY EASIER ON ME, I STILL MOURN YOU EVERY DAY. I JUST WISH GOD WOULD OF JUST WAITED A FEW MORE YEARS TO TAKE YOU. I KNOW YOUR LOOKING DOWN AT ME AND KNOWING YOU, YOUR PROBABLY CRYING WITH ME. I AM SORRY MOM, I JUST CANT HELP IT. I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH. I SOMETIMES STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS HAPPENED. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERY DAY. I PRAY YOUR HAPPY WITH EVERYONE, AND I KNOW YOUR NOT SUFFERING. BUT I KNOW YOU MISS US SO MUCH. YOU WERE NOT JUST OUR MOTHER YOU WERE OUR BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY, WHERE YOUR FACE DOESNT COME TO MY MIND, WHETHER IT WAS A HAPPY FACE OR A SICK FACE, ITS ALWAYS THERE. I TRY SO HARD TO REMEMBER YOU IN GOOD HEALTH, BUT YOUR ILLNESS JUST WONT GO OUT OF MY MIND. THINKING ABOUT YOUR LAST 2 MONTHS WILL JUST NEVER LEAVE MY MEMORY. GIVE BIG KISSES TO SITO & GIDO FOR ME. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER LISA
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
WE JUST GOT BACK FROM YOUR FAVORITE PLACE (MYRTLE BEACH)AND YOU WERE MISSED SO MUCH. I WALKED ON THE BEACH AND ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS YOU. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY MEMORY EVERY YEAR WE ARE THERE. I AM SURE YOU WERE THERE WITH US ENJOYING YOURSELF. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH. I LOVE U ALWAYS LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND THAT MIKE BARRINGER SR. IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!!!!
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LISA posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MY ANGEL,
I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI, I WOKE UP THINKING ABOUT YOU AS USUAL, AND I WANTED TO TELL YOU I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOTHER, IT'S BEEN A WHILE I KNOW, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU, THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME AND STILL CRY CONSTANTLY. TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING EVERYDAY EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT HERE IT'S NOT EASY FOR ME OR ALL OF US. ANOTHER YEAR OF MYRTLE BEACH COMING UP WITHOUT YOU BUT I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE WITH US AND WATCHING OVER ALL OF US TO MAKE SURE WE ARE SAFE AND HAVE SOME FUN. I DON'T THINK LYNNE WILL BE COMING BECAUSE SHE STARTED A NEW JOB AND THATS OK. I WILL BE UPSET ABOUT THAT BUT I UNDERSTAND BECAUSE SHE NEEDS THE JOB AND SHE SEEMS TO BE DOING BETTER NOW.WE ARE ALL DOING OK HERE AND TYLER IS GETTING SO BIG AND IS GROWING SO FAST, HE IS GOING INTO THE THIRD GRADE AND HIS GRADES ARE REALLY GOOD, HOPEFULLY THEY WILL STAY LIKE THAT. WENT DOWN TO SEASIDE HEIGHTS LAST NIGHT AND WHILE WALKING ON THE BOARDWALK I WAS THINKING ABOUT ALL THE TIMES WE WERE ALL THERE TOGETHER HAVING THE BEST TIMES, COULD NEVER FORGET THOSE DAYS WITH SITO AND JIDAW IN THE BUNGALOS WITH THE FAMILY..I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, GIVE SITO AND JIDAW A HUG AND KISS FOR ME..LOVE YOU ALL..TONY.
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Lisa Grajales posted a condolence
MOM, JUST WANTED TO LET U KNOW I WAS THINKING ABOUT U ALOT TODAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I WISH U WERE HERE.
LOVE U LISA
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
TODAY IS ONE YEAR THAT YOU LEFT US. ITS A HARD DAY FOR ALL OF US. WE JUST GOT HOME A LITTLE WHILE AGO. I KNOW I DID THE RIGHT THING. I CAME TO NJ JUST FOR YOU. I HOPE YOU LIKE THE FLOWERS, I WANTED TO PUT SOMETHING PRETTY ON THE GRAVE FOR ALL OF YOU'S. MAY GOD BLESS JULIE FOR MAKING SUCH A DELICIOUS DINNER IN YOUR HONOR. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. I STILL CANT BELIEVE ITS BEEN A YEAR, IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY, IT REALLY DOES. I MISS YOU EVERYDAY AND I KNOW YOU MISS US TOO. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY THAT YOUR HAPPY WITH THE FAMILY AND YOUR NOT SAD. I KNOW YOUR LOOKING DOWN AND PROBABLY ALWAYS SEEING ME CRY, THATS BECAUSE I JUST CANT GET USE TO YOU NOT BEING HERE, ITS JUST TOO HARD FOR ME. ITS NOT GETTING EASY YET. DONT WORRY I JUST SOMETIMES FEEL BETTER WHEN I CRY. JUST REMEMBER THAT THESE ARE TEARS OF LOVE//LOVE THAT I WILL CARRY IN MY HEART FOR YOU ALWAYS & FOREVER. I MISS YOU DEARLY
YOUR DAUGHTER
LISA
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LISA posted a condolence
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM, TODAY WAS SO LONELY WITHOUT YOU. I CANT EVEN IMAGINE A MOTHERS DAY WITHOUT YOU. LYNN & I WERE SO EMPTY TODAY KNOWNING YOU WERE NOT HERE WITH US. WE TRIED REALLY HARD TO MAKE THE BEST OF IT WITH OUR CHILDREN AND FAMILY. ALL THE FAMILY REALLY HELPED AND DID THEIR BEST TO CHEER US UP. WE JUST STAYED HOME ENJOYED FOOD & WENT IN THE POOL. YOU WERE ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART ALL DAY LONG. I HOPE YOUR FIRST MOTHERS DAY IN HEAVEN WAS SPECIAL WITH SITO. I KNOW SHE WAS PROBABLY IN HER GLORY WITH YOU. WISH HER AND EVERYONE ELSE THERE A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY FROM US. WE MISS YOU SO MUCH. I PRAY FOR YOU ALL THE TIME IN CHURCH AND I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING OVER US ALL THE TIME, SOMETIMES I JUST KNOW YOUR HERE WITH US. I NEED YOU TO PRAY FOR ME, MAKE SURE ALL OF MY TESTS ARE OK, I KNOW YOU WILL HEAL ME. I LOVE YOU, I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU LOVE LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOM, OUR FIRST MOTHERS DAY WITHOUT YOU AND IT HURTS, IT HURTS BIG TIME, LAST YEAR AT THIS TIME MOTHERS DAY WAS NOT THE SAME BUT YOU WERE STILL HERE WITH US. I WOKE UP THIS MORNING SICK TO MY STOMACH KNOWING I WAS GOING TO SPEND THIS DAY WITHOUT YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I JUST CANNOT GRASP THE IDEA THAT YOU ARE GONE. I CAN'T BELIEVE IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS YOU WILL BE GONE A WHOLE YEAR ALREADY, IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY AND I STILL CRY LIKE A BABY AT TIMES. PEOPLE TELL ME IT WILL GET BETTER BUT I DO NOT THINK SO, IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND IN MY PRAYERS AND IN MY HEART. I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY IN HEAVEN AND I HOPE SOON YOU WILL COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND OK. KISS SITO AND JIDAW FOR ME AND LET THEM KNOW THAT THEY ARE ALSO IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS AND IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY..TONY..XXXOOO.
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM, ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE TO YOU, I GUESS I'M SAVING ALL WORDS FOR YOU WHEN I COME AND SEE YOU IN MAY. EVERYTHING IS STILL THE SAME THANK GOD EVERYONE IS DOING OK, YOUR THE ONLY MISSING PIECE IN ALL OUR LIVES RIGHT NOW AND THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE. I CANT BELIEVE ITS GOING TO BE A YEAR SOON. OH MY GOD WHERE DID THE TIME GO, I SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY, I GUESS YOUR MEMORY IS STILL SO STRONG IN MY MIND AND WILL REMAIN FOREVER. WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH. THE OTHER NIGHT WE WATCHED TONY'S & MY WEDDING VIDEO AND IT WAS SO SAD WE ALL WERE JUST WATCHING AND CRYING. YOU LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL IN BOTH VIDEOS, YOU WERE SO HAPPY. I HOPE YOUR HAPPY IN HEAVEN WITH EVERYONE. PLEASE CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER OUR FAMILY AS I KNOW YOU DO EVERYDAY. GIVE SITO & GIDO A BIG KISS FOR ME. I MISS THEM TOO. I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER. LOVE LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, THINKING OF YOU AS USUAL, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH..IT STILL SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY AND IT ALWAYS WILL..I DO NOT SEE IT GETTING ANY BETTER, I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE TELL ME, I WILL ALWAYS HURT BADLY..XXXOOO
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN TO YOU, A LOT HAS HAPPENED I HAVE BEEN VERY BUSY, BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY, I STILL HAVE MY DAILY CRY TO WORK EVERY DAY WHILE I AM DRIVING. I TRY SO HARD TO THINK OF THE WONDERFUL TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER, BUT ALL I THINK ABOUT IS THE LAST 3 MONTHS WE HAD WITH YOU. ITS STILL SO PAINFUL TO ME HOW WE HAD TO WATCH YOU SLIP AWAY AND WE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT BUT WATCH. I HOPE YOU ARE WATCHING US AND PRAYING FOR US. I AM ALWAYS PRAYING FOR YOU. WE MOVED BACK TO OUR HOUSE AND I PRAY TO GOD EVERYDAY EVERYTHING WORKS OUT, I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE EVERYTHING OK FOR US. I KNOW YOU LOVED THIS HOUSE. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME HERE, BUT THEY ARE GOOD MEMORIES, YOU WERE HAPPY HERE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I CANT BELIEVE ITS GOING TO BE 9 MONTHS ON THE 25TH. MY GOD WHERE DID THE TIME GO. I THINK ABOUT THIS NOW, GOD SENT YOU TO ME HERE IN FLORIDA TO DIE. HE WANTED ME TO TAKE OF YOU. WE ALL THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO LIVE THE REST OF YOUR LIFE HERE WITH US HAPPY. WHO WOULD EVER IMAGINE IN 9 MONTHS YOU WOULD BE GONE. I STILL THINK WHY?? WHY WOULD GOD DO THAT. I GUESS HE JUST HAD BETTER PLANS FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US. I WILL CONTINUE TO MISS YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOMMA, THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS, LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU.. XXX OOO. TONY.
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jennifer posted a condolence
Hi grandma,
its me jennifer stopping by because i havent came by in a while! i was wondering what kind of christmas you had wit gido and sito! we missed you very much.I wish you were still here with all of us!I haf a great christmas and i also wanted to wish you a happy new years!We all didnt have such a good year this year but we prayed and thanked the lord about everything we have and hopeing for the new year to come and be alot better.I Miss you and love you, always missed, jennifer!
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LISA posted a condolence
HAPPY NEW YEARS MOM, I STILL CANT BELIEVE WE WELCOMED IN A NEW YEAR WITHOUT YOU. IT WAS SO HARD TO DO, BUT I DIDNT WANT TO SPOIL IT FOR EVERYONE. YOU WERE IN MY THOUGHTS ALL NIGHT LONG. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I PRAY TO GOD THIS YEAR IS MUCH BETTER THAN LAST YEAR. I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU TERRIBLY
LISA
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Grandma ,
christmas just passed and it hurt all of us that your not here . i know you were watching down on us and smiling & i know we didnt seem too upset but inside we were dying . now its new years even already , last year around this time you were so sick grandma . now i look back & cry because i know that you dont have to deal with all that pain anymore. your living your new life in heaven with all the angels . today i sit here and think about everything we did together and all the funny jokes we had . i miss you very much . god only takes perfet people to heaven . he took you because he needed an amazing angel up there. you will never be forgotten . last year was a terrible year , lets all hope that this year is alot better . i love you grandma very very much . guide us all
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LISA posted a condolence
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM, TONY AND LYNN TOOK THE WORDS RIGHT OUT OF MY MOUTH, WOW I CANT BELIEVE CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU. I AM SORRY I HAVENT WROTE TO YOU IN A WHILE, I KNOW YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN BUSY WITH LYNN AND OTHER THINGS, BUT I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME, EVERYDAY. NEW YEAR IS COMING AND I AM STAYING HOME, I HAVE NO HEART FOR THE HOLIDAYS THIS YEAR, I PROBABLY NEVER WILL. PLEASE BLESS OUR FAMILY FOR THE NEW YEAR, LORD KNOWS WE NEED IT. EVERDAY SOMETHING NEW HAPPENS AND I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE WE CAN TAKE. SO PLEASE BLESS US AND GIVE US STRENGHT FOR THE NEW YEAR. GIVE SITO & GIDO KISSES FROM US TELL THEM WE MISS THEM AND LOVE THEM VERY MUCH. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH MOM. I HOPE CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN WAS SPECIAL FOR YOU MOM WITH EVERYONE. LOVE LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, MERRY CHRISTMAS, WOW, WHAT AN ADJUSTMENT, MY FIRST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU AND I WILL NEVER GET USED TO THIS..I WAS SO EMPTY INSIDE FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS BUT I STAYED STRONG FOR EVERYONE ESPECIALLY TYLER..HE HAD SUCH A GREAT TIME..SANTA CAME AND BROUGHT HIM JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING HE ASKED FOR..LAST NIGHT HE SET UP A TABLE IN THE LIVING ROOM AND PUT COOKIES AND MILK FOR SANTA..THIS MORNING HE CAME IN AND SAW THE COOKIES HAD BEEN EATING AND THE MILK WAS GONE..HE WAS SO EXCITED AND THAT MADE ME FEEL OK..I REALLY MISS YOU AND THESE HOLIDAYS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU..GIVE SITO AND JIDAW A KISS AND HUG FOR ME..LOVE YOU ALWAYS..TONY..XXXOOO.
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LYNNE posted a condolence
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM. MY MOM MY ANGEL THERE ISNT A DAY THAT DOES NOT GO BY THAT YOU ARE NOT THOUGHT ABOUT. TODAY AND LAST NIGHT WAS VERY HARD FOR ME, BUT I KNOW YOUR HAPPY WITH FAMILY IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON US AND SMILING. I LOVE U MOM SO MUCH AND MISS U. MOM I KNOW U WERE RIGHT THERE WITH ME IN SURGERY, A ANGEL GUIDING ME. I KNOW U KNOW HOW I AM FEELING AND THANKS TO U MOM IM FEELING GOOD AND DEALING WITH THINGS. WELL MOM IM SURE I HAVE A LOT MORE TO FACE AHEAD OF ME BUT YOU WILL BE WITH ME AND IT WILL BE OK. WELL MOM KISS SIDO AND GIDO FOR ME AND ALSO HUGS AND KISSES YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE....... MY ANGEL
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOMMY ITS ME JUST WRITING TO SAY HELLO. MOM THINGS ARE REALLY COMFUSING FOR ME BUT I THINK EVERYTHING WILL BE OK. IM NOT FEELING SO WELL BUT IM SURE U ALREADY KNOW, IM HAVING SURGERY NEXT WEEK AND I NEED U THERE IM SURE YOU WILL BE HOPEFULLY I WILL SEE U WHEN IM SLEEPING MAYBE WE CAN HAVE ALITTLE TALK. I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO SEE U. MOM PROMISE ME U WILL PUSH ME AWAY FROM THE LIGHT, I NEED TO WAKE UP FOR MICHAEL HE NEEDS ME IN HIS LIFE. I LOVE U MOM AND MISS U VERY MUCH, IM NOT READY TO GO YET. IM IN GODS HANDS PLEASE TELL HIM NOT TO TAKE ME IM NOT READY. SOME DAY I WILL BE BUT UNTIL THEN I HAVE TO MUCH TO LIVE FOR. I WILL WRITE AGAIN AND HOPEFULLY WE CAN HAVE A CHAT WHEN I AM SLEEPING IN SURGERY HOPE TO SEE U THEN, I LOVE U HUGS AND KISSES YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE......
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Hi grandma , well forst off i want to say im sorry i havnt wrote to you in a long time , dont want you to think i forgot about you or forgot u had a very special birthday because i didnt . i rememberd it from the second i opended my eyed on that saturday morning . well grandma i dont kow if u heard but, i got my license .. and i think of it like this , u helped me get it & u were guiding me on that test , i know you were. i hope ur birthday in heaven was beautiful . i know u had a good time even know i wsh u could of spent it down here with all of us , but i know ur up there smiling down on all of us . i miss you very much , im really sick grandma please help me get better .
im gonna go take a nap . my throat is really hurting me . please keep me safe when i drive & always look down on me , i love& miss you very much , byee byee
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Tony posted a condolence
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, I'VE NEVER MISSED YOUR BIRTHDAY AND I STILL WILL NEVER MISS YOUR BIRTHDAY..I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY..HUGS AND KISSES..TONY.
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LISA posted a condolence
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, I CANT BELIEVE YOUR NOT HERE WITH US. I KNOW YOU ARE CELEBRATING YOUR WAY IN HEAVEN. A MOTHER LIKE YOU COMES 1 IN A DOZEN AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE JUST THAT ONE, THAT SPECIAL ONE. YOU ARE A CHERISHED MOTHER.
Cherished Mother
Every day since I was born,
My mother cared for me.
Now that’s a lot of caring,
As anyone can see.
Please, Lord, protect my mother,
And keep her safe from harm,
For she is a cherished person,
With great wisdom, love and charm.
Lord, it’s my mother’s birthday
So please, help her to see
Just how much she means to us,
Her loving family
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART FOREVER.
I LOVE YOU
LISA
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LYNNE posted a condolence
MOM TODAY IS A VERY SPECIAL FOR U AND TODAY YOU ARE 66.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A MOTHER THAT IS THOUGHTFUL,KIND,AND HAS A HEART OF GOLD, WE COULDNT ASK FOR A BETTER MOTHER THAN U. AS I SIT HERE WRITING TO U I ONLY HAVE HAPPINESS FOR U NO TEARS. I KNOW DEEP IN MY HEART YOU ARE WITH SIDO AND GIDOW AND YOU ARE VERY HAPPY. YOU CERTAINLY DESERVE ALL THE BEST NOT ONLY TODAY BUT ALWAYS.YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO US. THE LORD ONLY KNOWS WHAT U HAVE DONE FOR US AND 4 EVERY BODY ELSE. TODAY IS YOUR DAY TO CELEBRATE YOUR SPECIAL DAY WITH A BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE. YOU WILL BE WITH ME ALL DAY IN MY HEART. SO ONCE AGAIN MOM HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST WONDERFUL MOTHER IN THE WHOLE WORLD I LOVE U SO MUCH AND WILL ALWAYS MISS U. KISSES AND HUGS YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE......
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Tony posted a condolence
HAPPY THANKSGIVING MOM, WOW, MY FIRST THANKSGIVING WITHOUT YOU, SOMETHING I JUST DO NOT THINK I WILL EVER GET USED TO.I DID NOT WANT TO BE HERE TODAY IN THIS HOUSE WITHOUT YOU SO I TOLD EVERYONE WE WERE GOING OUT TO EAT. THE HOLIDAYS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BECAUSE YOU MADE THEM JOYFUL FOR ALL OF US. I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU ARE GONE 6 MONTHS ALREADY, IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY AND I KNOW IT WILL ALWAYS FEEL LIKE THAT. TIME WILL NEVER HEAL MY BROKEN HEART, I AM COPING WITH THIS AS BEST AS I CAN. IN 2 DAYS IT WILL BE YOUR BIRTHDAY AND ANOTHER BAD DAY FOR ALL OF US..I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH.GIVE SITO AND JIDAW A HUG AND A KISS FOR ME..LOVE..TONY..XXXOOO.
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LISA posted a condolence
HAPPY THANKSGIVING MY SWEETIE, TODAY IS VERY HARD FOR ME WITHOUT YOU, ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT TODAY IS US ALL TOGETHER LAST YEAR. MY HOLIDAYS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. AS I COOK THE MEALS YOU TAUGHT ME TO COOK I THINK ABOUT YOU. I WILL NOT BE HOME TODAY WE WILL BE BY LILIANS HOUSE. I DO NOT WANT ANYONE HERE TODAY OR FOR THE REST OF THE HOLIDAYS THIS YEAR. I HOPE NEXT YEAR I WILL FEEL DIFFERENT ABOUT THE HOLIDAYS WITHOUT YOU. THANKSGIVING WITHOUT YOU WILL JUST NEVER BE THE SAME. NOW I HAVE TO THINK ABOUT SATURDAY YOUR BIRTHDAY, MY STOMACH ALREADY IS FEELING SICK, ANOTHER DAY WITHOUT YOU. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERY SUNDAY IN CHURCH. I PRAY YOU ARE AT PEACE AND ARE HAPPY WITH EVERYONE. I KNOW YOU MISS US VERY MUCH, I CAN FEEL THAT EVERYDAY. I KNOW THAT BECAUSE I MISS YOU SO MUCH EVERY DAY. AND I WILL CONTINUE TO MISS YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. PLEASE WATCH OVER STEFANIE, SHE IS NOW A LICENSED DRIVER IN THE STATE OF FLORIDA. WOW!!ALREADY DRIVING. I KNOW YOU WILL WATCH HER SHE IS YOUR ANGEL. ALWAYS WAS AND ALWAYS WILL BE. I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE SOMETIMES, ITS SO HARD AND NOW 6 MONTHS HAVE GONE BY IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY. I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT KILLS ME THAT YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME TODAY. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN MY HEART TODAY AND WILL ALWAY BE IN MY HEART EVERYDAY. I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU YOUR DAUGHTER LISA
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOM, THINKING ABOUT U ALOT TODAY MORE THAN ANY DAY I GUESS HILIDAYS ARE COMING SOON AND THEY WONT BE THE SAME WITHOUT U. MOM WHEN ANY THING EVER WENT WRONG, OR DISAGREEMENT WITH FAMILY YOU WERE ALWAYS THE PEACE MAKER AT A TIME LIKE THIS WERE THINGS ARE RIGHT OR WRONG, WE SHOULD NOT HOLD ANYTHING AGAINST EACH OTHER I HAVE NO HARD FEELINGS TOWARDS THIS MATTER. FAMILY IS FAMILY AND IT WILL REMAIN THAT WAY. I REALLY MISS U MOM AND WISH U WERE HERE THINGS ARE GETTING BETTER 4 ME I FOUND A JOB THAT IM GOING TO LOVE. IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME BUT I FINALLY GOT THERE, I LIKE TO THINK U HAD ALOT TO DO WITH THAT. MICHAELS PROGRESS REPORT TODAY WAS WONDERFUL IM VERY PROUD OF HIM I GUESS CHANGE WAS GOOD IN THAT PROSPECT. MONDAY IS MY BIOPSY AND I KNOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK, I KNOW YOU WILL BE WITH ME. WELL MOM I WILL GO 4 KNOW I WILL TALK TO U REAL SOON. HUGS AND KISSES YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE......
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BRIAN H posted a condolence
I am a friend of your daughter Lynne and she has told me of your loving and positive influence on her life. I am sorry that I did not have the opportunity to have met you, and I mourn your passing. The peace of the Lord be always with you. The streets of heaven have too many angels this day. Brian H.
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Grandma,
today is november 9th and its almost ur birthday in a couple weeks. i can tell already that its gonna be a very difficult day for many of us . Words cant describe how much i miss you . i just wish god didnt have to take you , why you!>? your always on my mind & you will never be forgotten. i was watchinq midea yesterday & i started crying because she said "heller, weewee peepee" & you always said that. i hope your doing good up in heaven , i wish i knew what it was like ; can u tell me in my dreams please . you havn't came to me in a while Grandma , how come ? hows gido & sido? i hope there good . well grandma im gonna go to sleeep , i have school in the morning . i love you more than anything in this world & my heart will never ever let you go .
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOMMY, ITS ME AGAIN IM WRITING TO U TONIGHT FOR A VERY SPECIAL REASON. FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY I LOVE U AND MISS U VERY MUCH ALWAYS. MOM I REALLY NEED U WITH ME TOMORROW FOR MY TEST, IM VERY SCARED SO I WOULD LIKE U TO BE THERE IM SURE U WILL AND ALSO PLEASE ASK GOD FOR GOOD RESULTS FOR ME. I KNOW WE COULDNT SAVE U AND I AM SO VERY SAD ABOUT THAT. BUT MOM MICHAEL NEEDS ME HE IS TO YOUNG NOT TO HAVE ME IN HIS LIFE, I DONT MEAN TO SOUND SELFISH BUT I NEED TO SEE HIM GROW UP EVEN IF ITS FOR ATLEAST ANOTHER 10 YEARS. I JUST HAVE A BAD FEELING SO PLEASE ASK HIM TO CUT ME SOME SLACK. WHAT U WENT THROUGH WAS SO UNFAIR, I WISH WITH ALL MY HEART THAT U DIDNT. I WILL NOT PUT MY SELF THROUGH THAT NOR MY FAMILY. SO PLEASE WISH ME LUCK AND BE A ANGEL ON MY SHOULDER. SOME DAY ALL YOUR CHILDREN WILL BE WITH U BUT NOT KNOW ITS TO SOON. WELL MOM JUST WANTED U TO KNOW THAT AND FOR U TO GIVE ME GUIDNESS. LOVE U, MISS U VERY MUCH YOUR DAUGHTER ALWAYS AND FOREVER LYNNE...... OXOXOXOX
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Tony posted a condolence
MOM, I REALLY MISS YOU VERY MUCH, I THINK ABOUT YOU CONSTANTLY, I GOT INTO A AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENT ON THURSDAY BECAUSE I WAS NOT FOCUS ON WHAT I WAS DOING, I THINK I WAS DAZING A BIT AND NOW I AM A LITTLE FRIGHTENED THAT IT MIGHT HAPPEN AGAIN AND HOPEFULLY IT WON'T BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT ANYONE HURT..ME AND THOSE PEOPLE I HIT WERE OK..LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BIG TIME..XXXOOO..TONY.
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
IS BEEN A LITTLE WHILE SINCE I HAVE WRITTEN TO YOU. I TRY TO WRITE DIFFERENT THINGS TO YOU, I TRY TO WRITE FROM MY HEART, BUT MY HEART IS STILL SO BROKEN THAT I FIND MYSELF WRITING ABOUT THE SAME THINGS. YOU ARE A GOING TO HAVE A BIRTHDAY SOON AND I AM TRYING TO PREPARE MYSELF FOR THAT DAY, BUT I KNOW ITS GOING TO BE A REAL BAD DAY. CARLOS DECIDED THAT WE GO AWAY THAT WEEKEND SO I WOULD NOT HAVE TO COOK FOR EVERYONE AND WE COULD JUST BE TOGETHER ALONE WITH THE KIDS. SO WE ARE GOING TO MYRTLE BEACH FOR 4 DAYS. WE ARE GOING TO A PLACE THAT YOU LOVED VERY MUCH. I WILL HAVE YOU IN MY HEART THAT WHOLE DAY , I JUST WISH THAT GOD WOULD OF AT LEAST GAVE US A FEW MORE YEARS WITH YOU. EVERYDAY IS STILL VERY HARD. AS I WRITE TO YOU NOW I CRY JUST LIKE THE DAY I LOST YOU. I KNOW YOU LOVED FLOWERS TONY WILL BE PLACING A BEAUTIFUL BOUQUET FOR YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY FROM US. WE WISH YOU WERE HERE TO GET THE FLOWERS IN PERSON. MY DAUGHTERS JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH, YOUR NAME IS ALWAYS MENTIONED EVERYDAY IN THIS HOUSE, AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE MENTIONED AS LONG AS I AM ALIVE. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERY SUNDAY MORNING IN CHURCH. I AM TRYING REAL HARD TO BE A PART OF THE CHURCH AGAIN. I KNOW ITS SO IMPORTANT. EVERY SUNDAY I SIT IN CHURCH AND TEARS JUST COME OUT OF MY EYES, AND I LOOK UP AT THE LORD AND SAY WHY?? WHY MY MOTHER!!!!!WHY DID YOU HURT OUR FAMILY AND TAKE OUR MOTHER FROM US. BUT I KNOW HE MUST OF HAD A REALLY GOOD REASON TO TAKE YOU. NOW YOU ARE A PRECIOUS ANGEL IN HEAVEN AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I MISS YOU SOO MUCH. I LOVE YOU LISA
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JENNIFER posted a condolence
GRANDMA, I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH. I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN.I WANTED TO STOP BY TO TELL YOU THAT I GOT ALL STRAIGHT A's on my report card. i was very happy! and so is mommy! we all miss you in the house. i wish i could just see you and gido again. and i would actually love to meet sito. well i just wanted to stop by to she you how much i love you and miss you . all i do is think about you in school and everything. well i will stop by some other time. i love you and miss you always and forever
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOMMY, ITS ME AGAIN I GUESS IM MAKING UP FOR TIME I HAVENT WROTE. ITS NOVEMBER AND YOUR BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP AND ITS HARD, YOU ARE GONNA BE 66 THIS YEAR AND IT REALLY SUCKS NOT HAVING U HERE WHAT AM I GONNA DO, DO I CELABRATE OR DO I GRIEVE U TELL ME, I DO HAVE A SONG FOR U ITS BY MARIAH CAREY THE SONG IS CALLED BYE BYE, BUT ITS REALLY NOT GOODBYE, ITS ABOUT SOMEONE WHO LOST SOMEONE VERY CLOSE TO THEM, MEMORIES I,LL NEVER SAY BYE BYE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED NO MATTER WHAT, BUT I HAVE THAT CD AND IT MAKES ME CRY EVERYTIME I HEAR IT SO IF YOU ARE LISTENING THATS MY SONG TO U, JUST WANT TO TELL U YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURE THATS HOW I SEE U WAVING ,HAPPY AND I HOPE U ARE. ON YOUR BIRTHDAY I WILL HAVE A CAKE AND WISH U A VERY HAPPY B-DAY, SAD BUT HAPPY YOUR NOT IN ANY PAIN ANY MORE, LORD ONLY KNOWS I WISH WE COULD HAVE DONE MORE FOUR U BUT WE COULDNT. IM SO SORRY FOR THAT WHEN I SEE U IN HEAVEN I WILL TELL YOU WE TRIED. TONY, ME AND LISA DID EVERYTHING WE COULD IM SO SORRY MOM BUT IT WAS OUT OF OUR HANDS, PLEASE FORGIVE US FOR THAT. WE ALL LOVE U VERY MUCH AND IF WE COULD OF DONE ANYTHING TO KEEP US WITH US WE WOULD HAVE. GOD WANTED U WHY I DONT KNOW. IM SO SORRY MOM I WISH U WERE HERE, I MISS YOU SO MUCH WORDS CANT EXPLAIN HOW LOST I AM. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF MY WORLD THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE, I LOVE U SO MUCH,MISSING U SO BAD, A GIRL WITHOUT THERE MOM IS SO HARD, SOMEDAY I WILL HOLD U AGAIN UNTIL THEN FORGIVE ME MOM, I LOVE U ALWAYS AND FOR EVER YOR DAUGHTER FOR EVER LYNNE......XOXOXOXO
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stefanie posted a condolence
Dear Grandma , so I havnt came by to light you a candle in a long time but that doesn't mean I forgot about you . Oh god , that will NEVER happend .I've just been super busy with school . I think of you everyday & i see you everyday .. I have a picture of you and gido hanging up in my room and I always wake up and smile to that picture . Grandma , your my guardian angel and I know your up there shinning down on me . I love you more and more as eac day passes by & always remeber nobody will ever take your place . I miss you grandma . Give gido a kiss for me . Bye xox .
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOM, HAPPY HOLLOWEEN JUST A LITTLE HOLIDAY WITH OUT U AND IT HURTS ALREADY. WELL MICHAEL IS DRESSED AS STAR WARS THE CLONE WARS HE LOOKS SO CUTE IM SURE U SEE HIM. I JUST WANTED TO WRITE A LITTLE HELLO ON THIS DAY. I LOVE U MOM AND I MISS U VERY MUCH, ILL WRITE AGAIN REAL SOON UNTIL THEN OXOXOXOXOX...... ALWAYS AND 4 EVER YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOM ITS ME AGAIN I AM SO SORRY I MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE IN MY LAST CANDLE MY MIND JUST IS NOT RIGHT THESE DAYS, I WROTE YOU WILL BE GONE 6 MONTHS I MEANT 5 MONTH, IT JUST FEEL SO LONG WITHOUT YOU I AM SORRY. TIME IS JUST FLYING. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HEY MOMMY,ITS ME AGAIN JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU ALOT TODAY,TODAY IS A VERY SAD DAY FOR ME,ITS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE MY MIND IS GOING 240, MOST OF IT IS YOU BECAUSE SATURDAY IS 6 MONTHS THAT YOU ARE GONE,ITS JUST NOT FAIR. MOM I HAVE SO MUCH ON MY MIND ITS UNBELIEVABLE, WISH U WERE HERE TO HELP ME SORT THEM OUT, IN A WAY YOU ARE BUT ITS JUST NOT THE SAME.I WANT U BACK WELL, AND LAUGHING,HOLIDAYS ARE COMING WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO WITHOUT U THERE,I GUESS MAKE THE BEST OF IT FOR THE CHILDREN,VERY SAD WITHOUT U MOM.BUT IM SURE U KNOW THAT, U SEE, U HEAR, YOUR HERE. WELL MOM I HAVE 2 GO KNOW I LOVE U,MISS U ALWAYS YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE...... XOXOXOXOXO
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LYNNE posted a condolence
HI MOM, ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE BUT MY THOUGHTS OF YOU ARE WITH ME EVERYDAY I MISS YOU SO MUCH, YOU KNOW MOM ITS VERY STRANGE WHEN YOU LOSE SOMEONE SO CLOSE TO YOU ITS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE TO GO ON BUT U DO U HAVE TO NOT 4 ME BUT 4 MY SON,FATHER,BROTHER, SISTER THATS WHO GIVE ME THE STRENGHT TO GO ON FAMILY. MOM YOUR NOT GOING TO BELIEVE I APLIED FOR A JOB AT WALMART NOW THATS FUNNY DO U REMEMBER WHEN I WORKED THERE A LONG TIME AGO, WHEN I BROUGHT MY UNIFORM HOME WE LAUGHED LIKE HELL ALL OF US I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT WELL WISH ME LUCK. OH, AND MOM YOU ARE AS CLOSE TO GOD THAN ANYONE PLEASE SAY A PRAIRE 4-ME I GO TO SEE THE DOCTOR SOON I KNOW I WILL BE FINE NOMATTER WHAT HAPPENS,I KNOW YOULL BE WITH ME. MICHAEL IS DOING SO GOOD, IN SCHOOL THE BEST HES EVER BEEN. I KNOW YOU HEAR ME TELL U GOODNITE,AND GOOD MORNING I FEEL U THERE I CANT EXPLAIN IT BUT I JUST KNOW. I LOVE U MOM. MORE THAN U CAN EVER IMAGINE ALWAYS AND FOREVER...... ILL WRITE TO U NEXT WEEK UNTIL THEN HUGS AND KISSES YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE. XOXOXOXOXO.........
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, I KNOW IT'S BEEN QUITE SOMETIME SINCE I'VE LIT A CANDLE FOR YOU BUT BELIEVE ME NOBODY MISSES YOU MORE THAN ME. YOU ARE ON MY MIND CONSTANTLY, I REALLY MISS OUR SUNDAYS THIS TIME OF THE YEAR BECAUSE I AM SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU WATCHING THE GIANTS GAMES.THEY PLAYED MONDAY NIGHT AND I SAT HERE ALL BY MYSELF AND WATCHED THEM AND CAUGHT MYSELF GETTING READY TO GIVE YOU SOME HIGH FIVES WHEN THEY MADE A GOOD PLAY.
EVERYTHING IS GOING PRETTY GOOD, WE ARE HANGING IN AS BEST AS WE CAN, TYLER IS WORKING VERY HARD AGAIN AT KARATE BECAUSE HE IS GOING FOR HIS BLACK BELT IN JANUARY, YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF HIM, HE IS GROWING LIKE A WEED AND IS GETTING TO BE LIKE A LITTLE MAN. I WILL BE BACK BACK SOON I PROMISE..I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH..XXXOOO..TONY
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LISA posted a condolence
HI MOM, ANOTHER SUNDAY HOME THINKING ABOUT YOU, I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING THE GIANTS WE ARE SO EXCITED THEY ARE 4-0 RIGHT NOW, KEEP BLESSING THEM TO WIN I KNOW ITS YOU MAKING THIS HAPPEN. I FINALLY WENT TO CHURCH TODAY, I HAD TO ENROLL JENNIFER IN HER LAST YEAR OF CCD FOR COMMUNION, SO I ATTENDED CHURCH WITH HER. IT WAS VERY HARD FOR ME, I DID A LOT OF CRYING AND PRAYING FOR YOU. I REMEMBER CHRISTMAS WHEN WE WENT TO MASS TOGETHER, THEN I REMEMBERED WHEN STEFANIE MADE HER CONFIRMATION IN MAY AND YOU WERE VERY SICK AND COULD NOT GO TO CHURCH, ALL I COULD SEE WAS TONY'S FACE AS HE CRIED IN CHURCH, HOPING GOD WOULD GIVE US A MIRACLE AND HEAL YOU. I HOPE YOU HEARD ALL MY PRAYERS FOR YOU TODAY. I PRAY FOR YOU EVERYDAY, I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT. PLEASE TRY AND GIVE ME THE STRENGHT TO GO BACK TO CHURCH WITHOUT FEELING UPSET WITH OUR LORD. I KNOW HE HAD HIS REASONS FOR TAKING YOU FROM US, BUT I STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY?? AND I DONT EVER THINK I WILL, BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH, TRY AND HELP ME GET BACK TO THAT PLACE AGAIN. I LOVE YOU AND FOREVER WILL MISS YOU
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Grandma , so im sure you saw me from up in heaven getting my tattoo. if your wondering why i was crying when i got it , its because i was thinking about you . dont get me wrong it hurt very bad and thats another reason why i cryed because it hurt me that i got something for you and i couldnt even get the second part to it. i still have to go back and get the angel because your my angel. i know your probley looking down on me with alil diapointment becasue of how much ive been upset with things and how im stressing your death stil to this day . i get my moments at work when i hear something you use to say and i shed a couple tears. it hurts me becasue i never got to tell you how much i love you. i stil have the memory in my head of the day you left us and thats never gonna go away and thats what makes me cry so much. i know you want me to do very good in school and focus but sometimes i cant when i have that day replaying in my head & mommy doesnt understand :( i get my license in 3 days. i was reading an article today in my world history book and they used the word "Gupta" and i remember you always use to say that . Grandma i miss you day in and day out . sun down and sun up. yuor still my #1 grandma and everyday i wake up thinking about you , and how yuor keeping me safe. please help our family get over these issues we have . i dont like to see mommy cry . its hurts me :(
i hope gido & sido are doing good . introude sido to me in my dreams . i would of loved to meet her . and tell gido to come to me also . i hope to see you in my dreams also grandma . i love you very much and in my heart you will be forever.
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Lili posted a condolence
Hi "HONEY" I'm sorry I haven't wrote to you but you know what we all have been going through down here. Time goes by so quick and with all our daily issues and responsibilities there's not enough time in a day for all, you know that. First I wanted to tell you thank you for showing up in my dreams one day "smiling" I know you are happy in heaven with your loved ones and that there's no more suffering for you, we thank God for that and even if it seems at times very hard to understand why so soon, God knows why and we have to trust in his will.
We think of you all the time and Alexa still mentions you, she says you're at the doctor's. We went to the old house pool last Saturday and as soon as we were walking in she said "Where's Honey?" We told her you are in heaven with God, The Divine Little Jesus and all the angels. I know you are watching over all of us and you are always with us. THANK YOU! Please continue to watch and pray for us "Honey" we all need it very much. Help us get that luck we need so much and get out of this sink hole we are in. Please pray that your children and grandchildren don't continue aching so much. May God help them cope and find the peace within their hearts they so much need. They love you very much and you will be in their hearts and minds every day of their lives. They know how much you loved and cared for them and even though you are not physically with them they feel your presence all the time and that will remain forever. Stefanie just got a tattoo that says "grandma" she misses you dearly also and you will always be her "special grandma". Please pray for her especially as she's going through a tough age and she needs lots of prayers especially from you.
My mom and the girls send their love, My mom says she talks to you a lot and that you are hearing her (I hope you understand her)LOL. We pray you rest in peace and not worry about us, we'll be fine as long as you continue to watch over all of us with God and the rest of the angels in heaven. We love you and miss you dearly. God bless you and yours. Love always, Silvia, Lili, Daisy, Tati and Alexa.
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LISA posted a condolence
HI MOM JUST DROPPING BY TO SAY HI AND I MISS YOU. I THINK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE. MY HEART JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY HE TOOK YOU FROM US. ESPECIALLY HE KNEW YOU MEANT THE WORLD TO US. MY LIFE WITHOUT YOU IS SO EMPTY, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT. THANK GOD FOR MY FAMILY, I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO. I GO TO BED AT NIGHT LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURE AND I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURE. YOUR EVERYWHERE IN MY HOUSE. YOUR MEMORY WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. I TRY SO HARD TO REMEMBER ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD, BUT MY MEMORY CANT SEEM TO FORGET THE PAIN YOU WERE IN, AND WHAT YOU HAD TO GO THROUGH. THAT IS SOMETHING I WILL NEVER FORGET FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I AM SO SORRY I COULDNT HELP YOU, I WOULD OF DONE ANYTHING TO KEEP YOU ALIVE, I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US. IF I WAS GRANTED ONE WISH, IT WOULD BE TO HAVE MY PRECIOUS MOTHER BACK. I PRAY FOR YOU ALL THE TIME. I LOVE & MISS YOU SO MUCH LISA
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma......... right now im listening to a new song and its called just stand up for cancer by all of the girl artists and i cant stop thinking about you because why did it have to take you so fast from us! well all miss you and everyday i pass your old room and all i think about is why couldnt you hav till been ther with us and whi it had to happen soo fast!! ) :
ill miss you rom now aND ALWAYS!! LOVE JENNIFER
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MA, THE LAST TWO DAYS HAVE BEEN TERRIBLE FOR ME, I'VE BEEN TALKING TO YOU AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME AND I KNOW YOU HEAR ME AND YOU ARE CRYING ALSO EVEN THOUGH I DON'T WANT YOU TO CRY WITH ME. A FRIEND OF MINE HIS DAD JUST DIED YESTERDAY OF LUNG CANCER AND ANOTHER GUY I WORK WITH I FOUND OUT TODAY THAT HIS WIFE KILLED HERSELF, SHE WAS ONLY ABOUT 35, DON'T KNOW WHY SHE DID THAT BUT WE WILL FIND OUT, THEY HAD A 18 YEAR OLD SON, I CAN IMAGE WHAT HE IS GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW, MY HEART IS HURTING. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I CAN'T EVEN FORGET ABOUT YOU FOR EVEN A SPLIT SECOND, I JUST KEEP SAYING WHY..WHY..WHY DID THE GOOD LORD TAKE MY MOMMA FROM ME, BUT I KNOW WHY, HE TAKES ONLY THE BEST THERE IS OUT THERE AND HE NEEDED YOU TO BE AN ANGEL AND HE GOT THE BEST ANGEL THERE IS IS HEAVEN, I TRULY BELIEVE THAT, I GUESS I CAN'T BLAME HIM BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE HURT US REAL BAD..I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF YOU AND ALWAYS TALK TO YOU..I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH..XXXOOO..TONY
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM,
STILL TILL THIS DAY, MY HEART ACHES EVERY DAY, MISSING YOU, WANTING YOU HEAR WITH US. I THINK ABOUT THE HOLIDAYS COMING UP AND I JUST CRY, BECAUSE IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. LAST YEAR AT CHRISTMAS, I KNEW YOU WERE SICK, AND YOU DIDNT WANT US TO KNOW, BUT OF COURSE I FIGURED IT OUT, YOU COULD NEVER HIDE ANYTHING FROM ME. THIS YEAR MY HOLIDAYS WILL BE SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU, I WILL TRY AND MAKE THE BEST OF IT FOR THE KIDS, BUT THEY KNOW, THEY STILL SEE ME HAVE MY MOMENTS EVERYDAY. CARLOS DECIDED TO TAKE ME AWAY THANKSGIVING WEEKEND, HE KNEW WITH YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THE HOLIDAY, I WAS NOT GOING TO BE IN GOOD SPIRITS TO COOK AND ENTERTAIN, SO WE ARE GOING TO MYRTLE BEACH AGAIN. I STILL WILL HAVE YOU IN MY HEART THAT WEEKEND. I AM SO SORRY I CANT VISIT YOU IN NJ, ITS JUST TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TAKE TRIPS THERE, I HATE IT THAT I CANT VISIT YOU, I AM SORRY. I KNOW YOU UNDERSTAND. I PROMISE I WILL BE THERE FOR YOUR YEAR ANNIVERSARY. I HOPE YOUR OK IN HEAVEN, I THINK ABOUT THAT EVERYDAY, I KNOW SITO AND GIDO ARE TAKING GOOD CARE OF YOU, BECAUSE NOW ITS YOUR TURN TO BE TAKEN CARE OF. I HOPE YOU SMILE EVERYDAY, LIKE THE PICTURE ON MY COMPUTER, BECAUSE THATS ALL I HAVE OF YOU NOW, IS JUST PICTURES AND MEMORIES. I HOLD ALL THAT SO TIGHT IN MY MIND, I WILL NEVER FORGET IT, I PLAY YOUR VIDEO ON MY COMPUTER ALL THE TIME, JUST SO I COULD HEAR YOUR VOICE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH & I KNOW YOU MISS US. I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I LOVE YOU
LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOMMA, I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU ALL DAY TODAY AND CRIED LIKE A BABY BECAUSE THE GIANTS ARE STARTING THE FOOTBALL SEASON AND I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE WE WILL NOT BE WATCHING THE GAMES TOGETHER OR CALLING EACH OTHER SAYING "CAN YA DIG IT". I WILL BE MISSING THAT VERY MUCH. I STARTED BOWLING TONIGHT AGAIN AND I WAS WATCHING THE GAME AND IN THE BEGINNING MICHAEL STRAHAN WAS ON THE FIELD WITH THE SUPER BOWL TROPHY AND WAS GETTING THE FANS ALL PUMPED UP AND I SAID TO MYSELF "THAT TROPHY WAS FOR MY MOM" AND I STARTED TO CRY BUT HELD IT IN BECAUSE I WAS AROUND MANY PEOPLE..AND OF COURSE THE GIANTS WON SO I AM REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THAT..FOOTBALL SEASON WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU MOM, BUT I WILL NEVER MISS A GAME AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE WITH ME ROOTING THEM ON..I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU..XXX000..TONY
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lynne posted a condolence
hi mommy, its been a while since i wrote to you but i think about u all the time. things are going ok i guess, life without u is just not the same, mornings are the worst having coffee without u,but i make the best of it like waking up every morning and going to sleep just knowing u will never be there, i know your with me but its not the same, i miss u mom so much i wish u were here there is so much i want to talk to u about just things, life, worries but im sure u already know. michael is doing great in school, he gets me crazy some times but u know about that u saw him in action plenty of times, anyway mom i will write again real soon love u always and forever all my life. your daughter lynne. xoxoxoxo
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma!! its been a while since i had stopped by to write you a candle and im very sorry about the accident with writting 5 candles..... well i just stopped by to tell you that school has been very great and every day no matter what u are on my mid....grandma i miss you very much and i wish you hadnt have left us sooo soon....i will miss you from now and forever~! love,jennifer xoxoxoxoxoxo
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE MY LAST VISIT BUT I WANTED TO SIT HERE ALONE AND TALK TO YOU, YOU MADE SURE OUR VACATION WAS A SAFE AND SOMEWHAT FUN TIME EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE NOT THERE WITH ME, I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU ALL DAY EVERYDAY AND SOMETIMES IMAGINED YOU THERE AT CERTAIN PLACES THAT WE WENT TO..I REALLY ENJOYED HAVING LISA AND LYNNE AND EVERYONE COME UP TO US AND WE MADE THE BEST OF IT, IT WAS NOT EASY BUT WE HAD A GOOD TIME BECAUSE WE KNEW YOU WANTED US TO..I REALLY MISSED YOU ON THIS VACATION AND I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU ON ALL MY VACATIONS..YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY AND I WISH WE CAN HAVE MORE TIME TOGETHER..I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH..TALK TO YOU REAL SOON..TONY.
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM,
I CANT BEGIN TO TELL YOU, HOW MUCH YOU WERE MISSED IN MYRTLE BEACH. I KNOW YOU WERE THERE WITH US. IN OUR HEARTS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. IT WAS SO NICE TO BE WITH EVERYBODY, IT WAS SO SPECIAL. I HAD SUCH A GOOD TIME IT WAS JUST TO SHORT. I DIDNT WANT TO LEAVE. LYNNE JUST WENT HOME TODAY WITH MICHAEL, SHE HAD A GOOD TIME TOO. I JUST KEPT THINKING ABOUT LAST YEAR, IT WAS OUR LAST DAY THERE, YOU AND I ON THE BALCONY HAVING COFFEE IN THE MORNING ENJOYING THE VIEW OF THE OCEAN AND ME ASKING YOU, IF YOU WANTED TO STAY ANOTHER NIGHT AND YOU WERE LIKE YEAH AND WE WENT DOWNSTAIRS AND BOOKED ANOTHER NIGHT, YOU WERE SO HAPPY, YOU DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE. WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH, OUR FAMILY WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. YOU WERE THE TWINKLE IN OUR EYES, THE SPARKLE IN OUR SMILES AND THE LOVE IN OUR HEARTS. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY I JUST CANT EXPLAIN. NOW THERE IS JUST TEARS IN OUR EYES, VERY LITTLE SMILES, AND ACHES IN OUR HEARTS. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER
YOUR DAUGHTER LISA
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma its 11:03 in the morning and i just wanted to stop by to tell you that a tropical storm is coming and i wanted to tell you to protect our family from nothing bad that could happen but i know you are always watching over us and i love you and miss you 2 much!! love jenny! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma its 11:03 in the morning and i just wanted to stop by to tell you that a tropical storm is coming and i wanted to tell you to protect our family from nothing bad that could happen but i know you are always watching over us and i love you and miss you 2 much!! love jenny! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma its 11:03 in the morning and i just wanted to stop by to tell you that a tropical storm is coming and i wanted to tell you to protect our family from nothing bad that could happen but i know you are always watching over us and i love you and miss you 2 much!! love jenny! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma its 11:03 in the morning and i just wanted to stop by to tell you that a tropical storm is coming and i wanted to tell you to protect our family from nothing bad that could happen but i know you are always watching over us and i love you and miss you 2 much!! love jenny! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma its 11:03 in the morning and i just wanted to stop by to tell you that a tropical storm is coming and i wanted to tell you to protect our family from nothing bad that could happen but i know you are always watching over us and i love you and miss you 2 much!! love jenny! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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stefanie posted a condolence
hi grandma so its 12:37 & im getting ready to go to work but i decided to drop by and say somethings to you. isaw u in my dreams lastnight , we ere in ur old house in new jersey & we were all eating a big meal . inreally miss those days alot. i miss you more than anything & thankyou for coming to me in my dreams. i love you very much.
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Tony posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOM, TODAY WE ARE GOING TO MYRTLE BEACH AND I AM JUST FLATTENED THAT YOUR NOT GOING TO BE THERE WITH US..ITS NOT GOING TO BE THE SAME BUT I WILL BE THINKING ABOUT YOU THE WHOLE TIME..JUST WATCH OVER US AND GUIDE ME TO A SAFE TRIP DOWN, I KNOW YOU WILL NOT LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO ANY OF OF US..I KNOW HOW YOU LOVED MYRTLE BEACH YOU USED TO SAY TO ME OH TONY I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME I CAN'T BELIEVE ITS OVER ALREADY, AND I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT..I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH..TONY,
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma i just stopped by to tell you tht tomorrow is my open house for 6th grade im very nervous soo i need you to please help me get through this i miss you alot! kisses from jennifer and give gido a big kiss from mee please!1 love ya, jennifer
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LISA posted a condolence
HI MOM,
JUST STOPPED BY TO SAY GOODNITE AND I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU ALOT TODAY. I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU
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Tony posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOTHER, JUST SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WONDERING WHAT KIND OF VACATION I AM GOING TO HAVE WITHOUT YOU THIS YEAR, SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I SHOULD GO BUT I GUESS IT WOULDN'T BE FAIR TO EVERYONE ELSE AND I KNOW YOU WOULD WANT ME TO GO AND ENJOY MYSELF. TYLER IS WORKING VERY HARD AGAIN AT KARATE BECAUSE HE IS TRYING TO GET HIS BLACK BELT THIS OCTOBER, HE SAYS IF HE GETS IT ITS FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU..XXXOOO..TONY.
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma, im sorry i havnt stopped by in a while! ive been wrapped in with school shopping,jamie,and the family! the other day mommy was making the aeribec food with the meat and rice in the leaf well i dont know how to spell it but when she made it i was thinking about the times you and mom used to make it together! and also the other day i went to winn-dixie and i saw a little girl walking woth her grandma out of winn-dixie and i thought about all of the times me and you used to go to the store all the time together! i really miss those days also when you me and mommy used to go swimming in my other house pool! well its getting late and i have to go to bed now soo i will talk to you tomorrow!love you lots xoxoxoxoxoxoxo,jenny
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LISA posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOM,
WELL I AM ON MY WAY TO WORK ANOTHER DAY AND OF COURSE ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU. ITS SO HARD TO HEAR WHEN PEOPLE ARE SICK BECAUSE RIGHT AWAY THE THOUGHTS OF YOU COME RIGHT INTO MY MIND. WELL IN A FEW WEEKS TONY, LYNN AND I WILL BE TOGETHER IN MYRTLE BEACH FOR OUR VACATION. THERE IS ONLY ONE THING MISSING AND THAT WOULD BE YOU. I KNOW YOU WILL BE THERE WITH US. YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD OF ME ITS BEEN 7 MONTHS SINCE I STOPPED SMOKING, REMEMBER WE HAD A DEAL, WE PROMISED EACH OTHER WE WOULD STOP SMOKING AND YOU WERE GREAT, YOU STOPPED FOR 4 AND A HALF MONTHS AND I KNOW IF GOD DIDNT TAKE YOU, IT WOULD OF BEEN FOREVER, I WOULD OF MADE SURE OF THAT. WELL, THINGS ARE FINE HERE I GUESS AS BEST AS I CAN EXPECT. STEFANIE IS WORKING NOW IN NAUTICA AND SHE IS VERY HAPPY, I KNOW SHE WRITES TO YOU, I READ THEM, BUT SHE WONT WRITE WHEN I AM AROUND, I GUESS BECAUSE WHEN SHE LIGHTS A CANDLE SHE CRIES LIKE ALL US DO, WE ALL JUST CANT HELP IT. LYNN WILL BE LIGHTING A CANDLE FOR YOU SOON, SHE IS GETTING ANOTHER COMPUTER, SHE CANT WAIT SHE MISSES WRITING TO YOU. ENJOY YOUR DAY IN HEAVEN WITH ALL THE FAMILY, GIVE BIG KISSES TO SITO & GIDO TELL THEM I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM AND KEEP WATCHING OVER OUR FAMILY. AS FOR YOU, WORDS CANT EXPRESS THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU AND THE HURT OF MISSING YOU DAY AFTER DAY. I LOVE YOU LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOM, ANOTHER SUNDAY IS HERE AND YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT SUNDAYS, I HATE THEM AS USUAL, BUT MANY MANY MORE ARE GOING TO COME AND GO AND THE SAME LOUSY FEELING THAT I ALWAYS HAVE WILL BE IN MY GUT..I TALKED TO LYNNE AND LISA TODAY AND THINGS SEEM TO BE A LITTLE BETTER WITH BOTH OF THEM, LYNNE REALLY LIKES HER NEW JOB AND THAT MAKES ME VERY HAPPY..WE ARE ALL GETTING READY TO GO TO MYRTLE BEACH IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS AND I CAN'T IMAGINE HAVING THE BEST TIME WITHOUT YOU BECAUSE WHEN YOU'RE THERE WE DEFINATELY HAVE THE BEST TIME..BUT WE ARE GOING TO TRY TO HAVE A GOOD TIME, I GUESS THATS ALL WE CAN DO..THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS AND PLACES THERE THAT WILL REMIND ME OF YOU, ESPECIALLY EATING AT THE JAPANESE STEAKHOUSE, I KNOW YOU LOVED THAT PLACE, BUT WE WILL BE THINKING OF YOU AND TALKING ABOUT YOU THE WHOLE TIME AND MAYBE WE CAN LAUGH A LITTLE, I AM SURE THERE WILL BE MANY TEARS WHEN WE SEE EACH OTHER..KISS SITO AND JIDAW FOR ME AND EVERYBODY IN OUR FAMILY, I GUESS YOU HAVE TO GIVE A LOT OF KISSES BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH MOST OF THE FAMILY..LOVING YOU AND MISSING YOU AS ALWAYS..XXXOOO..TONY.
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stefanie posted a condolence
i just wanted to stop by before work & tell you i love & miss you with every piece of my heart.
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
ITS BEEN ABOUT 11 DAYS SINCE I WROTE TO YOU, AND I WANT TO TRY SAY SOME DIFFERENT THINGS TO YOU, BUT THE ONLY THING THAT COMES TO MY MIND IS THE SICK FEELING I HAVE EVERDAY WITHOUT YOU. I CANT DESCRIBE HOW IT FEELS, ALL I KNOW IS THAT IT HURTS AND I DONT THINK IT WILL EVER GO AWAY. I NEED YOU TO PRAY FOR CARLOS'S COUSIN CLAUDIA. SHE HAS THE SAME CANCER AS YOU DID. SHE IS ONLY 40 YEARS OLD. I PRAY THAT GOD WONT TAKE HER, LIKE HE TOOK YOU. WHEN I FOUND OUT ABOUT HER, I JUST CRIED. ALL I COULD THINK OF IS YOU AND WHAT WE WENT THROUGH. I DONT THINK I COULD HANDLE ANOTHER FUNERAL. PLEASE PRAY FOR HER AND ASK GOD TO HEAL HER. I HOPE YOU DONT GET UPSET WHEN YOU SEE ALL OF US CRY, WE JUST MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH. WE WILL NEVER STOP MISSING YOU, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR MINDS, OUR HEARTS, AND OUR MEMORIES FOREVER. YOUR DAUGHTER LISA XXXXXOOOOOO
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stefanie posted a condolence
GRANDMA , IM SO SORRY I HAVNT CAME BY IN AWHILE TO SAY HI. I MISS YOU ALOT, I LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE WITH JIDAW EVERYDAY. I GOT A JOB GRANDMA, I WISH YOU WERE HERE TO SEE ME . I KNOW YOUR WATCHING OVER ME BUT I WISH I CAN SEE YOU. ITS NOT REALLY FAIR HOW LIFE WORKS, BUT IM OLD ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND NOW. I REALLY MISS YOU, I WAS LOOKING THRU MY PHONE BOOK YESTERDAY AND I SAW "GRANDMA" IT WAS UR OLD HOUSE NUMBER IN NEW JERSEY, SOMETIMES I WISH I CAN BUILD A STAIR WAY AND COME SEE YOU FOR ALIL. I HAVNT SEEN YOU IN MY DREAMS AND I REALLY WANT TO. THE DAY U LEFT US WAS SO HORRIBLE. I STILL REMEMBER EVERYTHING. I TRY NOT TO BUT I CANT HELP IT. WERE GOING TO MYRTLE BEACH IN AUGEST AND IT WONT E THE SAME WITHOUT YOU & JIDAW THERE. I HOPE UR DOING GOOD & I KNOW U ARE. I KNOW UR NOT SUFFERING ANYMORE. I JUST WISH U WERE HERE TO SEE ME GRADUATE & TO SEE ME GET MY LICENSE & GET A NEW CAR. I MISS RIVING AROUD WITH YOU , U WOULD ALWAYS DANCE TO MY MUSIC. I LOVE YOU GRANDMA AND U MAY BE GONE BUT UR MEMORY WILL NEVER FADE AWAY, YOUR IN MY HEART FOREVER.
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Tony posted a condolence
HI MOMMA, JUST SITTING HERE ALL BY MYSELF WONDERING IF YOU ARE OK..I WOULD LIKE TO THINK YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU ARE WITH SITO AND JIDAW, I AM SURE THEY ARE TAKING CARE OF YOU NOW..UNCLE LOUIE CALLED ME TODAY AND TOLD ME THAT YOUR NAME WAS ENGRAVED ON THE HEAD STONE AT THE CEMETARY, HE WAS VERY UPSET..I WENT THERE AFTER WORK TO MAKE SURE IT WAS NICE AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, IT WAS VERY WEIRD TO SEE YOUR NAME ON THAT BECAUSE ITS SOMETHING I WAS ALWAYS HOPING THAT I WOULD NEVER SEE AND IT DID NOT MAKE ME FEEL VERY GOOD, AS A MATTER OF FACT I FELT LOST, EMPTY, AND HELPLESS..NOT HAVING YOU HERE ANYMORE WITH US JUST MAKES ME FEEL SO LONELY AT TIMES AND MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A LOST LITTLE BOY, BUT I AM DOING MY BEST TO KEEP MOVING FORWARD..I TALKED TO LYNNE TODAY AND HER DAY WENT WELL, SHE WAS THE HAPPIEST I HAVE HEARD HER IN MONTHS, HER NEW JOB SEEMS LIKE IT FITS HER WELL AND I AM VERY HAPPY FOR HER..JUST KEEP WATCHING OVER US AND KEEP US GOING AS STRONG AS YOU CAN..I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY..XXXOOO..TONY
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LYNNE posted a condolence
MOM
WELL ANOTHER WEEK GOES BY WITHOUT YOU AND I FEEL EMPTY AS USUAL. YESTERDAY I RECEIVED THE BEST NEWS IN A LONG TIME, I FINALLY GOT A GOOD JOB AND ITS FULL TIME. I GUESS YOU WATCHED AND WAITED FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO COME TO ME. I BELEIVE THAT. PLEASE CONTINUE TO WATCH OVER ME AND GIVE ME STRENGHT. I AM SO EXCITED IN A FEW WEEKS TONY, LISA AND I ARE MEETING IN MYRTLE BEACH. WE HAVE NOT SEEN EACH OTHER SINCE YOUR FUNERAL, AND I AM SO EXCITED.
I PROMISE WE ARE NOT GOING TO CRY, WE ARE GOING TO TRY REALLY HARD. WE ALL REALLY NEED THIS LITTLE VACATION FOR ALL OF US TO TRY AND ENJOY OURSELVES. YOUR PRESENTS WILL BE WITH US AS IF YOU WERE THERE WITH US. IF GOD DID NOT TAKE YOU, YOU WOULD OF BEEN THERE WITH US AS PLANNED. I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I LOVE YOU LYNNE
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Tony posted a condolence
MOM, TODAY IS THE USUAL SUNDAY, MISERABLE, BUT I AM REALLY NOT HAVING THAT BAD OF A DAY..THE METS WON AND THAT KEEPS MY MIND OCCUPIED FOR A WHILE, I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LIKE THE METS BECAUSE I GOT YOU INTO THEM, I REMEMBER IN 2006 WHEN I WENT TO GAME 7 OF THE NLDS SERIES I WAS CALLING YOU ON THE PHONE BECAUSE YOU WERE WATCHING THE GAME AND I WAS LETTING YOU HEAR THE BIG CROWD CHEERING AND ME YELLING LIKE A LUNATIC,HA HA..WELL LYNNE JUST CALLED AND TOLD ME THE BEST NEWS THAT I HAVE HEARD IN 2 MONTHS, SHE GOT A JOB FULL TIME. I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW THAT I KIND OF HURRIED HER OFF THE PHONE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT HER TO HEAR ME CRY EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A HAPPY CRY..MAYBE NOW THINGS WILL START TO TURN AROUND FOR HER, I HOPE SO. MOM, KEEP WATCHING OVER ALL OF US BECAUSE WE KNOW YOU ARE AND KEEP ALL OF US HEALTHY AND SAFE..I THINK OF YOU 24/7 AND TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY ALL DAY WHILE I AM DOING MY THING. I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE YOU DEARLY..TONY.
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jennifer posted a condolence
hi grandma,
I wanted to stop by to see ur face! i miss you sooo much and i really wishn nothing had happened and you where still here with us! alexa still thinks ur at the hospital and she still askes and says "where's hunny!" as she used to call you ! I think of you everywhere i go and everything or something always reminds me of you! i miss you and love you lots! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo!
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lynne posted a condolence
HEY MOM, ITS ME AGAIN AND ANOTHER SAD SUNDAY 4 ALL OF US. LIFE WITHOUT U IS SO HARD MOM I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE IT TO U OR ANY BODY ELSE, ALL I DO IS TELL EVERYONE TO PLEASE GO GET CHECKED OUT MAKE SURE YOUR OK BECAUSE YOUR LIFE CAN CHANGE IN A INSTANT. I SWEAR MOM I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING RIGHT NOW JUST TO HAVE U BACK, WHY ... WHY DID GOD TAKE U FROM US IS HE MAD AT US, DID WE DO ANYTHING TO HIM, WHY.... I SIT HERE AND CRY AND JUST WONDER ARE U OK, ARE U SAFE,WARM,HAPPY I WISH U CAN TELL ME I GUESS SOME DAY I WILL FIND OUT WHEN I SEE U AGAIN I MISS AND LOVE U SO MUCH, UNTIL NEXT TIME MOM KISSES AND HUGS YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE....XOXOXOXO
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Tony posted a condolence
WELL MOM, HERE I SIT AGAIN ON THIS MISERABLE SUNDAY MID MORNING IN TEARS AS USUAL AS I TALK TO YOU LIKE I LOVE TO DO, WE WENT TO SEASIDE HEIGHTS LAST NIGHT AND TRIED TO HAVE FUN BUT ITS VERY HARD TO DO BECAUSE WE SPENT SO MUCH TIME TOGETHER DOWN THERE THAT EVERYTHING I SAW REMINDED ME OF YOU WHICH IS NOT A BAD THING BUT ALL I COULD DO IS WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH US WALKING THAT BOARDWALK LIKE WE USED TO..I HAD TO KEEP MY SUNGLASSES ON MOST OF THE TIME BECAUSE AS I WAS WALKING I WAS ALSO CRYING..I WILL NEVER FORGET THE GREAT TIMES WE HAD IN SEASIDE ALL THOSE YEARS GOING DOWN WITH THE FAMILY GROWING UP..I MISS YOU SO MUCH THAT I CANNOT EVEN HAVE FUN RIGHT NOW BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT WITH ME..TYLER HAD LOTS OF FUN AND I GUESS THAT ALL THAT MATTERS BECAUSE ITS ALL ABOUT HIM NOW..LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY..YOUR LOVING SON, TONY..
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
I THOUGHT GOING BACK TO WORK WOULD MAKE THINGS A LITTLE EASIER FOR ME, BUT SOMETIMES I FEEL ITS JUST HARDER. EVERYDAY I GO TO WORK, SINCE I HAVE TO GO JUST ABOUT THE SAME WAY AS THE HOSPITAL, I STILL HAVE TOO MUCH TIME ON MY HANDS THE THINK. ALL I THINK ABOUT DURING THAT RIDE IS YOU. YOU SEEM TO COME INTO MY MIND EARLY IN THE MORNING AND LATE AT NIGHT. WHICH STARTS MY DAY UPSET AND ENDS MY NIGHT UPSET. SUNDAY IS UPROACHING AND ANOTHER ROTTEN DAY IT WILL BE. EVENTHOUGH I TRY TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY THAT DOESNT ALWAYS HELP. I KNOW YOUR WATCHING US AND I KNOW YOUR WITH US, I JUST WISH YOU WERE ALIVE WITH US. YOUR MEMORY WILL ALWAYS BE ALIVE WITH US. YOU KNOW MOM EVERYTIME I LIGHT A CANDLE FOR YOU ITS IN TEARS, THERE IS NOT A SINGLE TIME I AM NOT CRYING WHEN I AM WRITING TO YOU. I GUESS THATS THE ETERNAL LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU AND WILL ALWAYS HAVE FOR YOU.
I LOVE YOU YOUR DAUGHTER LISA
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jennifer posted a condolence
dear grandma,
as i start typing its almost like you are in new jersey and i am writing you a letter!
but a thought came to my mind when mommy started byeing the punch soda that you used to love and drink it all the time! i really miss that you and me used to sit on the couch and both of us would be drinking the punch soda! i also miss the times you and me went to winn-dixie and i would run through the isles and get what you needed!
i miss you lots.love jennifer!
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM
I FEEL LIKE YOU LEFT US YESTERDAY, YOUR DEATH IS SO FRESH IN MY MIND. NOW MY GOD YOUR 40 DAY MASS, WHERE DID THE TIME GO!! TODAY WAS A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME, AS I WATCHED THE KIDS IN THE POOL, I DIDNT WANT TO SPOIL THEIR DAY. I JUST DID NOT WANT THEM TO SEE ME HURT. IT SEEMS THEY SEE IT OFTEN AND IT HURTS THEM VERY MUCH, SO TODAY I WANTED THEM TO ENJOY THEMSELVES, BUT MY INSIDES WERE TORN. I WAS SO UPSET YESTERDAY, I WANTED TO BE THERE WITH TONY AND I JUST COULDNT, I FELT SO BAD. I AM SORRY I KNOW YOU UNDERSTOOD. I DO PROMISE FOR YOUR YEAR MASS I WILL BE THERE, I WOULD NOT MISS THAT FOR THE WORLD. I WALKED AROUND MY OLD HOUSE TODAY IN TEARS, WHILE THE KIDS WERE IN THE POOL JUST THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW YOU REALLY LOVED THAT HOUSE AND BEING THERE WITH US. I SAT ON THE CARPET IN YOUR ROOM TALKING TO YOU HOPING YOU WERE LISTENING TO ME. THERE IS NOT A SINGLE DAY THAT GOES BY THAT A TEAR DOES NOT FALL FROM MY EYE THINKING OF YOU. SOMETIMES I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE. WHY??? WHY WERE WE PUNISHED, I WISH SOMEONE WOULD TELL ME WHY, WHAT DID WE DO SO WRONG TO HAVE LOST OUR MOTHER. YOU DESERVED A BETTER ENDING TO YOUR LIFE, NOT THIS, NOT EVER. I JUST PRAY YOUR HAPPY AND NOT IN ANY PAIN ANYMORE. THE PAIN CAN STAY HERE WITH ME. I WILL TAKE IT EVERYDAY AS LONG AS YOU DONT HAVE TO. I LOVE YOU I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
YOUR DAUGHTER FOREVER LISA
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lynne posted a condolence
hi mommy, im sorry i couldnt be at your 40th mass. i might not have been there but you were in my prayers and always will be. i know everyone is worried about me but im ok i just need alittle break and i will be on my way, i know your watching over me so i know things are just going to be fine. i miss u very much and wish u were here with me,tony,and lisa. but i know u had to go and join the family but i know you will never forget us either. mom i know your very proud of us because we are all sticking together and i know thats everything u ever wanted from your children, we talk all the time about everything good or bad and that will never end so u can rest just knowing that. u raised 3 wonderfull children and once married a wonderfull man, daddy has really changed i want u to know he will be there 4 us always no matter what, as for tony i couldnt ask for a better brother i love him very much he always takes care of me, as 4 lisa the same her and carlos always took me in and made things better 4 me. i know i have done alot for them 2 but know its time to do 4 myself im really trying 2 do right 4 me and my son, all of you have been an angel on my shoulder and never will i ever forget that, we will be a very tight family always and forever..... i love u very much kiss and hugs your daughter lynne...xoxoxoxo
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Tony posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOTHER, ANOTHER SUNDAY IS HERE AND ANOTHER LOUSY DAY FOR ME, WELL LAST NIGHT WAS YOUR 40 DAY MASS AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, I WAS VERY HAPPY ABOUT THAT, I AM SURE YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT. WE WERE ALL THERE FOR YOU AND WE PRAYED FOR YOU AND ROE AND TYLER LIT CANDLES IN CHURCH FOR YOU..I THINK ABOUT YOU AND I CRY FOR YOU EVERYDAY AND IT HURTS, IT REALLY HURTS BAD AND I KNOW IT WILL ALWAYS HURT EVEN THOUGH I AM TOLD IT DOES GET BETTER, BUT I KNOW IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER BECAUSE THEY DON'T REALIZE HOW MUCH WE LOVED YOU AND HOW OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS AS A FAMILY..WE ALWAYS CARED ABOUT ONE ANOTHER AND HELPED ONE ANOTHER WHEN ONE OF US WAS DOWN..MOM, I AM REALLY TRYING HARD TO HELP EVERYONE DURING THIS DIFFICULT TIME AND HOPE EVERYTHING TURNS OUT OK..I AM REALLY CONCERNED ABOUT LYNNE AND HOPE SHE GETS A JOB AND GETS ON HER FEET, SHE IS ON MY MIND 24 HOURS A DAY AND I HOPE SHE GETS A BREAK..I WILL HELP HER AS MUCH AS I CAN. MISSING YOU DEARLY..LOVE TONY.
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jennifer grajales posted a condolence
grandma,
i really wish you where here right now! as i sleep in the room you once slept i think about you all the time until i fall asleep! if you remember the dancing gorila that mommy's friend gave to you to feel better , well i still have it in my room now and i stare at it and think of you!
i miss you lots, love jenny!
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Tyler posted a condolence
HI ME ME, I WISH YOU WERE HERE SO I COULD VISIT YOU TODAY I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON I WILL BE 8 YEAR`S OLD GOOD NIGHT ME ME KISS...TYLER
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LISA posted a condolence
MY BELOVED MOTHER
GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST
GOD SAW THAT SHE WAS GETTING TIRED AND A CURE WAS NOT MEANT TO BE, SO HE PUT HIS ARMS AROUND HER AND WHISPERED "COME WITH ME" WITH TEARFUL EYES WE WATCHED HER SUFFER AND WATCHED HER FADE AWAY, ALTHOUGH WE LOVED HER DEARLY, WE COULD NOT MAKE HER STAY. A GOLDEN HEART STOPPED BEATING AND A WARM LOVING HEART TO REST, GOD BROKE OUR HEARTS TO PROVE TO US THAT HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST.
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
LISA
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lynne posted a condolence
HI MOMMY, ANOTHER SAD SUNDAY ITS BEEN SIX WEEKS SINCE U LEFT US AS I SIT HERE AND TALK TO U WITH TEARS IN MY EYES MY MEMORIES STILL GO ON THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE NOT NOW NOT EVER. I MISS U EVERY DAY, MOM I WANT U TO BE PROUD OF ME IM STILL TRYING TO MAKE IT HERE IM NOT GIVING UP. I NO YOUR LOOKING DOWN AT ME AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. I NEED A BREAK MOM PLEASE GIVE ME ONE, HELP ME GET THROUGH THESE ROUGH TIMES I AM HAVING I LOVE U SO MUCH MOM..... UNTIL NEXT TIME GIVE SIDO AND GIDO A BIG KISS FOR ME, YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE XOXOXOXO
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jennifer posted a condolence
grandma,
I cant stop thinking about how you used to call me jenny!
these last couple of days you been in my mind all day !
i miss you wioth all my heart and i really wishe you could be here with the family! but all i want you to do is rest in peace with gido and cithol!
I miss you very much! : love, as you used to call me , jenny!
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Tony posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MOMMA, ANOTHER HOLIDAY TODAY AND ANOTHER LOUSY DAY FOR US, I AM ACTUALLY WORKING TODAY SO IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT BAD BUT AFTER 3:30 IT WILL STINK..HOLIDAYS WILL ALWAYS BE THE WORST BECAUSE YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND WE HAD GREAT TIMES..I MISS YOU SO MUCH, WHEN I AM DRIVING DURING THE DAY I SEE AND HEAR SO MANY THINGS THAT REMIND ME OF YOU THAT I CANNOT HOLD BACK THE TEARS..I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD 4TH AND KISS AND HUG EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY FOR ME..LOVE YOU ALWAYS..XXXOOO..TONY.
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Brenda posted a condolence
Ar, I am sitting here reading the candles from your children and grandchildren with tears in my eyes and my heart breaking for them. They lost you to soon. Tony, Lynne and Lisa: Just know your mother will always be there with each of you. For the rest of your lives, not one day will go by that you don't think of her. Time may not heal all wounds, but it does makes it more bearable. Believe me, I do know that.
Arlene, give my parents a big hug and kiss for me and everyone else in our family. You will always be remembered and missed by all of us.
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LISA posted a condolence
HI LOVE,
WE ALL WENT INTO THE POOL TODAY, AND ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS YOU. REMEMBERING WHEN YOU AND I ALWAYS WENT INTO THE POOL BY OURSELVES WHEN THE KIDS WERE IN SCHOOL. YOU TOLD ME HOW THIS WAS LIFE AND HOW YOU COULD GET USE TO THIS. HOW YOU ENJOYED THE POOL SO MUCH. I MISS ALL THOSE TIMES. I WISH YOU HAD MANY YEARS IN THAT POOL WITH US. IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME WITHOUT YOU. I KNOW YOU WERE WITH US TODAY AND I HOPE YOU WERE IN THE POOL WITH US TOO. WELL ANOTHER DREADFUL SUNDAY AS USUAL FOR ALL OF US. IT JUST DOESNT GET ANY EASIER I SWEAR IT DOESNT. WELL TOMORROW I START MY NEW JOB, PLEASE WISH ME LUCK, BECAUSE I REALLY NEED IT NOW, IT JUST SEEMS BAD LUCK IS STICKING TO ME AND IT WONT COME OFF, I NEED YOU TO HELP ME GET IT OFF AND BRING MY FAMILY SOME GOOD LUCK. I KNOW YOU WILL. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU EVERYDAY
LOVE
LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
MOM, I HAVE ALWAYS HATED SUNDAYS BECAUSE THE NEXT DAY WAS EITHER SCHOOL OR WORK..NOW I HATE SUNDAYS EVEN MORE BECAUSE EVERY SUNDAY THE HOLE IN MY HEART BECOMES BIGGER THAN IT ALREADY IS, I WILL ALWAYS HAVE A HOLE IN MY HEART BUT ON SUNDAYS IT WILL ALWAYS BE BIGGER..SUNDAYS WILL ALWAYS BE THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE..MISS YOU DEARLY..TONY
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lynne posted a condolence
hi mom its been 5 weeks since u left us and i miss u so much. i know u no me and michael moved to npr fl and i thought by leaving it will be much easier finding a job but it isnt, i feel so out of place, did i make the right move i wish u can tell me, i no i need to stand on my own 2 feet with my son but sometimes i think was it right. i put so many applications in but no one is calling please help me, .... guide me in the right direction i wish u wer here to tell what i should do, i love u mom please hear me u always told me straight out right from wrong please give a sign.... until next time mom hugs and kisses your gaughter lynne
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM,
TODAY IS ACTUALLY ONE MONTH SINCE GOD DECIDED TO SEND YOU TO HEAVEN. I WAS HOME ON THE COUCH ALL BY MYSELF TODAY AT 4:10 AND I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS THE PHONE CALL I GOT TELLING ME YOUR GONE. I CANT EXPLAIN TO YOU HOW IF FELT. IT WAS LIKE MY INSIDES WERE JUST RIPPED OUT. I SPEND MOST OF MY DAYS AT HOME, CONSTANTLY THINKING OF YOU. I WISH GOD WILL BLESS ME AND GIVE ME A JOB REAL SOON. I NEED TO GET BACK TO THE REAL WORLD. I STILL LOOK AT YOUR PICTURE ON THE WALL UNIT AND I CANT BELIEVE YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME. THIS WAS NOT SUPPOSTO HAPPEN, YOU WERE TO RETIRE AND ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR LIFE HERE IN FLORIDA WITH US. I FINALLY GOT YOU HERE AFTER HOW MANY YEARS AND NOW YOUR GONE. ITS SO UNFAIR, WHY WERE WE PUNISHED???? I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I CRY EVERYDAY, MY POOR DAUGHTERS JUST LOOK AT ME AND WALK AWAY, THEY JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO ME ANYMORE. I GUESS THEY JUST FEEL ITS BETTER TO LEAVE ME ALONE. MY HEART WILL NEVER HEAL. I NOT ONLY LOST A PRECIOUS MOTHER, I LOST MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
YOUR DAUGHTER
LISA
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Tony posted a condolence
Mom, Today i am 44 years old and it was the worst birthday i've ever had. i could not think straight today, i actually fell down some stairs today and hurt myself, hopefully tomorrow i can walk ok..not having you here just sucks really bad, never thought something like this would ever happen, but i guess it does and it really hurts no matter what day it is, it will always suck for me. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU BIG TIME..XXXXOOOO..TONY.
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lynne posted a condolence
hi mom, i no u know its tonys bthday today. please give him the strenth to go out and have a goodnite w his family... i know u would want him to, he is very sad today because it is the 25th, its a bad day 4 him and all of us we miss u so much i know your looking down at us wondering if we are ok we are we just love and miss u like crazy, well im writing 2 u to give your son happiness today. i love u mom until next time hugs and big kisses to u and everyone thats with u, your daughter lynne xoxoxoxoxo.........
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stefanie posted a condolence
Hi grandma, so today it is a month since you left us & im so torn up inside. today is also toto's birthday, we all forgot because u always remind us. things are so diffrent without you aroud. i miss your silly dances and when u use to call me fondoozle. time wont heal my heart, nothing will. im always gonna cry & im always gonna think of you. sometimes i just want to go visit u at the grave but i cant because your all the way in New Jersey. i hung a picture of you and gido in my room & every morning i wake up and say good morning. you were like my other mommy and i cant explain how hord it is without you here with us. Tiny & cindy miss you too. i can tell because there always going in the room you were in nd they just lay down. everybody misses you. i still dont understand why he had to take you so fast. and why did u have to be diagnosed with cancer. i guess you live to die. thats the way i see it now. i hope your doing good up there. i miss you very much gram.
i love you.
umtil we meet again,Stef
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Tony posted a condolence
MOM, AS I SIT HERE AND CRY WHILE I AM TALKING TO YOU, I AM OVERWHELMED THAT TODAY IS ONE MONTH SINCE YOU LEFT US. MY HEART IS SO TORN UP THAT I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TODAY, I HAD TO APOLOGIZE TO ROE THAT I FORGOT BUT I WILL TAKE HER SHOPPING OR SOMETHING..TODAY IS ALSO TYLER'S BLACK BELT TEST AND WE ARE A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT THAT, TYLER SAID THAT HE IS GOING TO TRY REALLY HARD FOR HIS MEME TO GET THAT BELT..I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY AND CRY EVERYDAY..IT IS SO HARD NOT HAVING YOU HERE ANYMORE, I JUST CANNOT ACCEPT THIS RIGHT NOW AND I KNOW I WILL NEVER ACCEPT IT..I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH..SAY HELLO TO SITO AND JIDAW AND GIVE THEM HUGS AND KISSES FOR ME..ALSO SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY FOR ME..MOM, IF YOU SEE GEORGIE TELL HIM I SAID HELLO AND THAT HE WAS THE BEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAD..LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AGAIN.XXXXXOOOOO..ME.
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LISA posted a condolence
MY LOVING MOTHER, AS I SIT HERE AND WRITE TO YOU THE TEARS JUST POUR DOWN MY FACE.
TOMORROW WILL BE ONE MONTH THAT YOUR LEFT OUR LIVES AND OUR HEARTS ARE STILL SO BROKEN AS IF YOU LEFT TODAY. EVERYDAY IS SUCH A HARD DAY FOR US AS WE TRY AND GET THROUGH IT WITHOUT YOU. I DONT THINK WE WILL EVER FORGET SUNDAYS AT 4:10PM. I MISS TALKING WITH YOU, LAUGHING WITH YOU, JUST BEING AROUNG YOU. MY HOME IS SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU. MY KIDS MISS U SO MUCH YOUR NAME IS MENTIONED BY THEM EVERY DAY. I READ THE CANDLES EVERYONE LIGHTS FOR YOU AND I JUST CRY, BECAUSE YOU ARE SO LOVED BY SO MANY PEOPLE. ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO WONDER WHY HE TOOK U SO SOON. I ONLY GOT 9 MONTHS OF YOU HERE IN FLORIDA AND I FEEL I WAS SO ROBBED. I WANTED YEARS, MANY YEARS OF YOU. 9 MONTHS IS JUST NOT EXCEPTABLE TO ME. PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF YOU THINK I AM SELFISH I JUST WANT U HERE WITH US. I MISS YOU DEEPLY, I LOVE YOU FOREVER XOXOXOXOXO
YOUR DAUGHTER
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lynne posted a condolence
hi mom, just sitting here thinking about u wishing my phone will ring and hearing your voice on the other end but its not. missing u so much, tomorrow will be one month u left us i feel so lost without u and cry everyday..... they say one day at a time but i dont feel that way,time will never heal what i am feeling, michaels right here and he misses u to. i hope your up in heaven looking down at us and smiling and laughing with gido and sido, i hope u are well and feeling happy wich i know u are for us were sad and empty but just know were going to be ok so please dont worry me,lisa and tony will always be close and we will always be together i know that will make u very happy all we have is each other and that will never go away.... i love u mom always and forever, your daughter lynne
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julie posted a condolence
Ar, I think about you everyday. I also think about your children and grandchildren and pray with all my heart that Our Lord will comfort them with His Peace during this very difficult time. When I read their candles, it breaks my heart. It is so obvious that they loved you dearly and that they miss you terribly. They cared for you right up to the end. That's all any mother could hope for. You always cared for them and they returned it right back to you. God bless them all, and God bless you Ar. You are forever in our hearts. I recently read "the happiest moment in your life will be the moment it ends". I truly believe you at peace. (Whenever Annie and I are together, we lovingly remember all the laughs and good times we enjoyed). We love you. May you rest in peace and may your memory be eternal. Hug my mom and dad and Bill for me (and all of our family and friends who are celebrating eternal life with you. Till then, Julie.
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Grandma, so today were redecorating jenns new room that use to be yours. its ahrd and i dont want to help out at all. it just makes me sad taht i cant talk to you anymore and kiss you. i remember when i would walk in the room and give you a kiss & you would just look at me since that was all you could do =/
i know if u could do more you would probley say "i love you gram" like u use to always say. i know your watching over me but i just wish you were still here. hows gido? tell him i miss him. i loved when he use to see us and smile! and sido i never met her but im sure she was amazing just like you. i love you grandma & i miss you very much.
your always in my thoughts. and you should come to mommy to let her know you arent suffering anymore.
dont ever think your memories will fade away cuz no matter how long its been since you've been gone the memories wont go anywhere!! i promise
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jennifer posted a condolence
grandma,
i miss you very much....
i think about you everyday and wonder why did you have to leave this early!
i relly wish you were here!
i am very happy that i get to sleep in your old room and all i do is think about you!
why did you have to leave me and the family so soon!
i just want you to remember that my thoughts and memories are with you!
i love you very much!!
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Tyler posted a condolence
Hi MeMe, I love you and miss you so much, i think about you everyday and wish you were here..HUGS AND KISSES..TYLER
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LYNNE posted a condolence
MOM HAVING A BAD DAY THINKING ABOUT U SO MUCH TODAY I KNOW U NO ME AND MICHAEL ARE ON OUR OWN ITS ALITTLE SCARY BUT I KNOW WILL MAKE IT. ITS GOING TO BE A LONG ROAD FOR US BUT WILL GET THERE,JUST KNOWING YOUR RIGHT THERE FOR US MAKES ME FEEL STRONGER JUST WANT U TO KNOW EVERYMORNING I SAY GOODMORNING TO U AND WHEN I GO TO BED I SAY GOODNITE YOUR PICTURE IS RIGHT BESIDE ME. MOM LIFE IS SO UNFAIR, GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST THATS WHY YOUR WITH HIM AND NOT WITH US, I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING JUST TO HAVE ONE MORE DAY WITH U, JUST TO HOLD U AND TELL U JUST HOW MUCH I MISS AND LOVE U, BUT IN MY HEART U ALREADY KNOW THAT. I AM SO SAD MOM THAT U ARE GONE, BUT I AM ALSO HAPPY YOUR NOT IN ANY PAIN NO MORE..... UNTIL NEXT TIME MOM I LOVE U YOUR DAUGHTER LYNNE
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LISA posted a condolence
MOM,
I CANT BELIEVE ITS ALREADY BEEN 3 WEEKS SINCE YOU LEFT US. ITS SO HARD FOR ME DAY BY DAY NOT TALKING TO YOU OR SEEING YOU. WHEN YOU LIVED IN NJ I MUST HAVE TALKED TO YOU AT LEAST 5 TIMES A DAY AND NOW ITS BEEN 3 WEEKS AND I HAVE NOT TALKED TO YOU AT ALL, AND ITS SO HARD FOR ME. I MISS YOUR VOICE, YOUR SMILE, YOUR LOVE. PLEASE GIVE US ALL STRENGTH WE NEED IT. GIVE GIDO A BIG KISS FOR FATHERS DAY FROM ALL OF US. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT CRY. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE RIPPED MY HEART OUT. I AM STILL WAITING FOR YOU IN MY DREAMS, PLEASE COME TO ME AND TALK TO ME I WANT TO KNOW YOU ARE OK AND HAPPY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU SO MUCH NO WORDS CAN EVEN EXPRESS. BIG HUGS AND KISSES
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Tony posted a condolence
Good Morning My Beautiful Mother, well it is fathers day and its also 3 weeks since you left me, it is by far the worse fathers day that i am going to have out of the 8 fathers days that i have experienced..not having you here on my day is devestating to me, i am so use to you calling me up on the phone about 10:00 and wishing me a happy fathers day..you have no idea what i would give right now to have that phone ring and here your beautiful voice..i have never been so down and so empty inside in my life and i know i will always feel like this as my life goes on..i am really having a hard time dealing with your passing and do not know when i am going to figure it out but as long as i have those wonderful memories of you i guess it makes it a tiny bit better. i am really going to try to be strong today but i do not know if i could handle it..I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..OOOXXX..ME.
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Hi grandma, today has been a really hard day for me. i cant seem to stop crying. its been alil over 2 weeks since youve been gone but i just miss you so much. i hate passing by that room & not seeing you in it. i know your in heaven grandma but it really hurts that ypur gone. i just want to wake up one morning and see yuor face again. i feel like im nothing without my grandma. today i caught myself in a very sad situation. i was speaking about mita to my bestfriend and i always said my other grandma.. and today i said my only grandma. words cant describe hpw much i miss you. i hate seeing mommy cry. it kills me inside. i still remember the day you left us. i was right there. i know u didnt want me there but it happend. i always keep that beautiful smile in my head that u had. i remember when you would dance and just be so happy. you didnt deserve this grandma. you took such good care of gido and sido. i still cant believe that your gone. i dont want to be selfish and say it oisnt fair but in a way it just isnt. i wanted you to see me get amrried & have kids. i know you will get to see me from heaven but i wanted you to be right there in the first row. i know your not suffering anymore. i know you didnt deserve to suffer neither. in a way i feel so guilty cuz i didnt get to spend enough time with you. i'm so sorry. i just didnt expect you to go that fast. i miss you more than anything and i hope your okay in heaven. i love you grandma. save a spot for me in heaven.
ps:now i have a guardian angel
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Michelle posted a condolence
Dear "R" I believe in angels and now god has another beautiful one. I will miss all the good times I had on Delaware Avenue with your whole family, especially sitting in your kitchen rolling yebadeh with you & gido, that is something I will always have. I do believe what tony said that some say time will heal a broken heart, but I dont believe that. I believe time is just time and thats all it is. I love you and miss you.
P.S. - Please give my mom & dad hugs and kisses from me and my children.
I love you
Michelle
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LISA posted a condolence
HELLO MOM, MY GOD TODAY YOUR GONE 2 WEEKS IT SEEMS LIKE FOREVER, I CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE, LYNNE AND I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE, WE ARE SO USE TO TAKING CARE OF YOU AND BEING BUSY THAT NOW WE JUST SIT AROUND AND DO NOTHING. I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO GIVE ME A SIGN THAT YOU ARE OK, I NEED FOR YOU TO DO THAT BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU ARE AT PEACE. I MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH YOU DONT KNOW. ITS LIKE AN EMPTY PART IN MY BODY ACHES ALL THE TIME. I KNOW SOME DAY I WILL SEE YOU, BUT IT WONT BE SOON ENOUGH FOR ME. I WISH I COULD SEE YOU RIGHT NOW AND HUG AND KISS YOU. IF I WAS EVER GRANTED ONE WISH IN THE WORLD IT WOULD BE TO HAVE MY MOTHER BACK NOW!!!!!!!! NEVER FORGET THAT I LOVE YOU FOREVER
YOUR DAUGHTER
LISA
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Tony Amantea posted a condolence
Mom, it is approximately 4:10 pm and it is a time of the day that i will never forget, 2 weeks ago at this time you left us to be in a better place..The hole in my heart is actually bigger now than it was 2 weeks ago, i just cannot accept the fact that you are not with us any more, i am really having a hard time with all of this..but i know the place you are in is much better now..i love you and i miss you deeply..Tony
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Tyler posted a condolence
Hi MeMe, I really wish you were here to see me get my Black Belt, I miss you and I love you, HUGS & KISSES.. Tyler.
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Stef posted a condolence
hi grandma, i had a dream about you lastnight. i woke up crying but i know u were telling me ur happy now & your not in pain. the dreams i've been having of you are all smiles. all you do is smile and laugh and i know that means that ur happy & not suffering anymore. i really am gonna miss all the yummy food you made me. mommy thinks she can cook like you but we all know she can. you have that special touch :)
i love you grandma and i cant wait til i see you again.
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carlos posted a condolence
MOM ONCE AGAIN I FIND MYSELF SITTING DOWN AND THERE IS NOT A MINUTE THAT GOES BY WITHOUT YOU COMING INTO MY TOUGHTS OF ALL THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD TOGETHER.I WANNA TAKE A MOMENT TO THANK YOU FOR ALL THE GOOD ADVICE YOU GAVE ME AS IF I WAS YOUR OWN SON. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF MY LIFE AND OUR HOME YOU BLESSED US WITH YOUR KINDNESS AS A MOM GRANDMA AND AS A WONDERFUL PERSON WITH A HEART OF GOLD FULL OF LOVE.YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN OUR PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU AND ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU FOR BEEN THERE FOR US. YOUR LOVE AND KINDNESS WILL REMAIN WITH ME FOR EVER.
LOVE
CARLOS
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Tony Amantea posted a condolence
Good Morning My Mother, didn't sleep well last night was thinking of you all night, there will be many nights like that i am sure..well, i am off to work today, i guess i have to get back to the swing of things and it will hard to do..but i know you will be there with me all the time..thinking of you and missing you ALWAYS..YOUR LOVING SON..XXXOOO
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LISA GRAJALES posted a condolence
GOOD MORNING MY SWEET ANGEL IN HEAVEN. THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU. I WOKE UP THIS MORNING WITH YOU ON MY MIND. I FIND MYSELF IN THE COMPUTER CONSTANTLY JUST LOOKING AT YOUR PICTURES AND HEARING YOUR VOICE ON MY VIDEOS. I KNOW YOU SUFFERED AND I KNOW YOU DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE US, THAT IS WHY YOU FOUGHT TO THE END. I WANT YOU TO KNOW ITS OK WE ALL WILL BE OK, I WANT YOU TO REST IN HEAVEN KNOWING WE WILL ALL BE OK. I KNOW YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN AND WATCHING US ALL CRY EVERYDAY THATS BECAUSE WE JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH AND WE CANT COPE WITH YOUR LOSE RIGHT KNOW. I KNOW YOU WILL GIVE US THE STRENGTH TO COPE IN THE FUTURE. YOUR MEMORY WILL ALWAYS BE ALIVE IT WILL NEVER DIE. I AM SO SORRY WE TRIED EVEYTHING IN THIS WORLD TO KEEP YOU WITH US, BUT I THINK GIDO JUST COULDNT LIVE WITHOUT YOU IN HEAVEN. I KNOW YOU ARE AT PEACE RIGHT NOW WITH EVERYBODY IN HEAVEN. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU, I WILL BE WAITING FOR YOU IN MY DREAMS.
LISA
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Stefanie posted a condolence
Grandma, i never thought i would say goodbye to you this early in life. your dream was to see me walk the stage at graduation & now that dream is shatterd just like my life without you in it. there isnt a day that passes by that i dont think of you. your always on my mind. yeah, i have my days when i shed a couple tears but i know that your not suffering anymore and your in a better place with no pain, so grief & no sigh. you were the worlds greatest grandma and the memories we had together will never fade away. i love you with all my heart and you will never be forgotten. say hello to Gido & Sido for me. i love you grandma & someday well meet again.
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Yana Mikhaylov posted a condolence
Thinking of you in this hard time. I am sure Arlene was an amazing woman, she raised an amazing son. My prayers go out to the family.
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maryann beggs posted a condolence
I never had the pleasure of meeting Arlene;however, I know Anthony and his family. I am sure she was a wonderful woman, as she raised a wonderful son. My heart goes out to the entire family
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Tony Amantea posted a condolence
Good Morning MOM, I just took lynne to the airport so she can get home. I know you will make sure she gets back to St.Cloud safe and sound..you know having you gone hurts us all so much and missing you will never end. I know our family was always close but you have brought us so much more closer together, and that will never end..I sit on my computer and i look at all the pictures that i have of you and our family and i just cry, but these pictures are so priceless that i will cherish them forever. I will be lighting candles for you until the day i meet you again.SADLY MISSING YOU.. TONY.
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LILIANA GRAJALES posted a condolence
"Honey" I was just reading the thoughts left by your kids and grandkids and I tear every time. I know how much they love you, you left a big "hole" in the family and you will never be forgotten. I also think of you a lot and also wanted to take this opportunity to make sure I tell you THANK YOU VERY MUCH. You know all you did for ALL of us and we are very grateful and will never forget it. We know God took you away too soon but we trust in his will and know you are in a better place resting in peace with your mom and dad. We love you and have you in our prayers and thoughts always. "Lili"
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LISA GRAJALES posted a condolence
OH MOM I SIT IN MY LIVING ROOM AND I STARE AT YOUR PICTURE AND I WONDER WHY?? WHY DID GOD HAVE TO TAKE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON AWAY FROM US SO SOON. I LOOK AT THE GRANDCHILDREN AND I JUST CANT PICTURE THEM GROWING UP WITHOUT YOU. SOMETIMES I THINK THIS IS JUST A BAD DREAM AND I WAKE UP AND ITS REALITY. MY HOME IS SO EMPTY WITHOUT YOU I JUST MISS YOU SO MUCH I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU BACK HERE WITH US. I MISS YOU TERRIBLY
YOUR DAUGHTER LISA
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LYNNE MARIE posted a condolence
My Mom, My Best Friend and my Hero--There will never b a day that goes by that i will ever stop thinking of you and loving you. You were taken from me so young, to fast...All I have are our memories--memories that I will never forget for the rest of my life. Someday we will be together again but until then Mom know that I love you and miss you so much. Words could never describe the emptiness that I will feel forever....God Bless Mom and rest in peace...
All my love always,
Your Daughter Lynne Marie xoxo
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LISA GRAJALES posted a condolence
MY PRECIOUS MOTHER, MY ANGEL I CANT EXPRESS TO YOU THE WHOLE THAT IS LEFT IN MY HEART BECAUSE YOUR GONE. YOU WILL NEVER BE GONE FROM MY MEMORY THERE WILL NEVER BE A DAY YOUR NOT THOUGHT OF OR MENTIONED. TODAY IS ONE WEEK YOUR GONE AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT, I PASS YOUR ROOM STILL THINKING YOUR THERE. I HOPE YOUR HAPPY UP IN HEAVEN BIG KISSES TO SIDO & GIDO. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS
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Tony Amantea posted a condolence
Mom, they say that time will heal a broken heart, i told them they are wrong. My heart will always be broken, the times that we shared and the memories that we have will be everlasting. I will think about you every minute of every day, and many things that i see will remind me of you, i love you so much that i cannot even describe the love that i have for you. I miss you so much already, i cannot wait until we meet again..REST IN PEACE. Love Always..TONY.
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LILIANA GRAJALES, SILVIA BEDOYA & FAMILY posted a condolence
Arlene "Honey" as Alexa called you, you will always be in our hearts. You were very special to us and you touched our lives in many ways. You were a caring, giving and extra ordinary woman. You never hesitated about giving to others all you could and not expecting anything in return. You will remain in our hearts and thoughts forever. Rest in peace. Our thoughts and prayers to the family. God Bless you all.
Love,
Silvia, Liliana and family.
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jennifer grajales posted a condolence
Grandma, all of my parayers are with you and all of the family misses you! we love you with all of my heart.I will miss you and remember you my whole life! Thanks for the great times and memories we spent together!
I love you so much:
Jenifer Grajales
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TONY posted a condolence
HI MA, STOPPED BY TO SAY HELLO, THOUGHT I WOULD START A NEW ROW OF CANDLES BEING THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE MANY OF THEM, HA HA, NEW YEARS WAS SO SO, IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME BUT WE TRY TO MAKE THE BEST OF THE HOLIDAYS. HOPE EVERYTHING IS GREAT UP IN HEAVEN FOR YOU AND YOU ARE HAPPY. SAY HELLO TO EVERYONE FOR US AND KISS THEM FOR US. MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU AS ALWAYS. XXX OOO TONY.
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Jenn posted a condolence
Hi grandma, merry Christmas sorry I'm late. I wish you were here with us this year. I got a iPod and a wii. I hope your doing good, I miss you so much and love you. Jenn
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TONY posted a condolence
MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM, SUCKS WITHOUT YOU HERE FOR THE HOLIDAYS, NEVER THE SAME, LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH..TONY, ROE, & TYLER.
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lisa posted a condolence
Merry Christmas Mom, I cant believe this is the 3rd Christmas without you. I miss you so much, I cant even light this candle without crying. I hope your having a wonderful christmas in heaven with everybody. Tell Sito & Gido we miss them very much and give them kisses from us. I know you watch us all the time and I know you see us sad from time to time, thats just because there will always be an empty spot in our lives without you. I want you to know there is never a day that goes by that you are not missed, you are our mother aways and forever. "MERRY CHRISTMAS ANGEL" Love Lisa
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jenn posted a condolence
Grandma, today i am having not such a good day. I miss you more and more each day. You are always on my mind in school and when i am home. I hope you had a good birthday and Thanksgiving. I will never forget to come and write to you. I miss you so much and i wish you were here with me and the family this christmas. I love you so much.
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Lisa posted a condolence
Happy Birthday Mom, first I want to say how much we missed you again on Thanksgiving, its just not the same anymore without you. I am sure your Thanksgiving in heaven was probably great,but Im sure you missed us too, and now its your birthday, I hope you liked the flowers we bought you. A flower for a flower and thats just what you are. A beautiful person in & out. I hope you have a wonderful birthday in heaven with everybody just always remember we will never forget your birthday as long as we all live. We miss you so much always and forever "Happy Birthday Angel"
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Tony posted a condolence
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, AMAZING HOW TIME FLIES, WE MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU ALWAYS, WILL NEVER STOP LIGHTING CANDLES FOR YOU. THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY. LOVE, TONY
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jenn posted a condolence
Hi grandma, today is your special day. Happy birtday! words can't even describe how much i miss you. I don't go a day without thinking about you. I love you and miss you lots. I hope you have an amazing birthday with Gido. I love you, jenn.
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Love you and miss you soooo much, think about you every second of every day.
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I can believe its been 10 years. I miss you everyday. I wish you were here with us living life watching everyone grow up and just enjoying each other. I know are with us and protecting us. I know you miss us too, the love we had for each other is eternal. I love you my beautiful mother and miss you terribly and will continue to miss you everyday. Forever in my heart, Lisa
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LISA GRAJALES posted a condolence
Friday, May 6, 2016
Happy Mothers Day Mom, I know I am a little early, but I know Sunday will be a sad day for me. It is going to be almost 8 years since you left us and my heart still aches every day. I know you are at peace, but I just wish you were here with us all. I know you look down on us everyday and pray for us. I wish I could of stayed a little longer in NJ, I hope you liked the flowers. I think of you everyday and just miss you terribly. I hope you have a beautiful Mothers Day in heaven with Sito & Gido. I want you to know, you will be in my heart forever. I love you & miss you. Happy Mother's day to the best mother in the world
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Friday, May 6, 2016
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I miss you so much mom - I love you
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Jennifer posted a condolence
Thursday, September 17, 2015
Hi grandma, I miss you so much. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I know you're always with me wherever I go. I can't wait for the day we meet again. I love you so much!
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Lisa posted a condolence
Saturday, May 9, 2015
Happy Mothers Day "MOM" I still cant believe its going to be 7 years since you left us, I would do anything to just hear your voice again. I hope you have a beautiful Mother's Day in Heaven with everyone. I miss you so much. I know you are here with us all the time. Isn't Mason beautiful??? I wish you were here with all of us. Jennifer is graduating high school in a few weeks, I know you are so proud of her, Stefanie found a beautiful home and she is moving soon, I know you are also proud of her. Watch out for Tiny, she is getting old and probably be leaving us soon. Please take care of her, I know she will remember you and love you like she loves us. I hope you like the flowers Tony will be putting on the grave either today or tomorrow. You will always be loved and missed terribly. I will love you forever XOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXXXOXOXXOXOXOXOXOOXO
Your Daughter Lisa
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lisa grajales posted a condolence
Sunday, July 6, 2014
Mom, I miss you so much its been 6 years and you have not come to me yet. I keep trying to figure out why. I am sorry I cant come this year, but I am sure you see your beautiful great grandson Mason just don't like the car. I promise I will get to see you soon. I wish you could be here with us watching him grow he is so precious you would just love him so much. The girls are doing great, Jennifer is in Texas competing for her school she is so smart I am truly blessed. Stefanie is an amazing mother you would be so proud of them, I am sure you are up in heaven. Michael is here visiting me from NJ he is so big and handsome, I am so happy he is here. I think of you everyday and I wish you were here with all of us. I know you would not want to see us all cry but I have to tell you it is extremely hard, my heart still aches to this day without you. I love you and miss you terribly :(:(
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Tony posted a condolence
Sunday, May 12, 2013
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOM, SAD DAY TODAY FOR US BUT THE MEMORIES MAKE IT A LITTLE BIT EASIER, CANNOT BELIEVE IT'S ALMOST 5 YEARS SINCE YOU THE GOOD LORD TOOK YOU FROM US, BUT I KNOW IN MY HEART HE NEEDED YOU WITH HIM BECAUSE YOU ARE A SPECIAL PERSON TO HIM. I HOPE YOU HAVE A SPECIAL MOTHERS DAY IN HEAVEN WITH THE FAMILY, PLEASE GIVE HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL OF THEM FOR ME. LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU DEARLY.. TONY.
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Tony posted a condolence
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Happy Easter Mom, miss you and love you very very much, hope all is good for you in heaven, hugs and kisses to Sito and Jidaw.
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lisa posted a condolence
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Happy Birthday Mom!! Today was such a sad day for me. I hope you like the flowers we put on your grave. I wish you were here with all of us celebrating your birthday. I cant believe you are 70 today. I am still trying to get over the fact that you have been gone for over 4 years. Our hearts ache every day from missing you. I am trying so hard to get through this holiday season without you again. I hope you have a wonderful birthday in heaven. I say a prayer for you every week in church, I ask god to please watch over you and tell to tell you how much we love and miss you!! You will be forever in my heart!!! Love Lisa
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Jenn posted a condolence
Thursday, November 29, 2012
Happy Birthday to the best grandma in the world! I hope you have the best birthday party in heaven with Gido and Sito. I love you and miss you lots. Love, Jenn <3
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TONY posted a condolence
Thursday, November 29, 2012
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! LIFE WILL ALWAYS SUCK WITHOUT YOU. ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN WITH THE FAMILY AND GIVE HUGS AND KISSES TO EVERYONE. LOVE ME.
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Jenn posted a condolence
Monday, November 12, 2012
Hi grandma, it's been a while without talking to you but I don't want you to think I forgot about you. I think about you everyday. I miss you so much. I honestly can't believe you're going to be turning 70 in a few weeks. It's been so long, but it feels like just yesterday you left us. Everyday I wonder what it's like in heaven and how you spend your days with Gido and Sito. The holidays are coming up and I know they're going to be hard for our family. We miss you so much grandma. It will never be the same without you here. I love you and miss you lots. Love, Jenn
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Tony posted a condolence
Sunday, May 13, 2012
HI MOM, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! ANOTHER MOTHER'S DAY WITHOUT YOU, GETTING HARDER AS TIME PASSES BY, THESE HOLIDAYS ARE JUST NOT THE SAME ANYMORE AS THEY ARE ALL ABOUT THE KIDS. NOT A MINUTE GOES BY THAT I DO NOT THINK ABOUT YOU, I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I HOPE ALL IS GOOD IN HEAVEN AND YOU ARE HAPPY.. LOVES AND KISSES.
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lisa posted a condolence
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Happy Mothers Day "MOM" I am sitting in front of my computer thinking what I want to say to you, but as usual my tears start to take over. I look at your picture and I still cant believe your gone. Today is such a hard day for me, I try so hard to make the best of it for the family, but deep down inside i am just dying inside missing you. I want to believe your ok and you are happy in heaven with everybody, but you still have not let me know. I know you came to lynn and tony in there dreams but I still have not heard from you in almost 4 years. I am waiting for you. I miss you so much!! I love you!!! Lisa
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Lisa posted a condolence
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Hi Mom just dropping by to say I love you and I miss you dearly, I know your probably watching me now as I write to you and the tears are pouring from my eyes, I told you in many of my candles to you that time will not heal my heart and I know it never will. I want to talk about you all the time to my family but I cant because I just cry, what does that mean?? Will I ever be able to have a conversation about you without crying? I just think my heart is still so broken. I want you to know I am ok, I just wish you were here!!! I miss you!!!!!!
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Jenn posted a condolence
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Grandma, I haven't been by in a while to talk to you. I miss you so much. Every time I hear the song "I will always love you " I think of you. Tears always come to my eyes when I hear that song because I miss you sooo much. I know in heaven you're watching over all of us, and making sure were always safe. That's the kind of person you always were. You would always make sure we had something before you did. You loved us so much, and we loved you back. When I visited you when I went to new jersey during thanksgiving break, I realized you have been gone for longer than I thought. It feels like you just left us yesterday. All the memories we had together makes me feel good inside, they always brighten my day. We also got a new puppy named Chloe. I know you would love her because of the way you loved Cindy. You loved how she was sooo small and she would just come up and lay by you. Cindy loved you so much. Your shoes are still in the garage. Every time I see them, I remember you. Guess what Grandma ..... The Giants won the Super Bowl !! I know you knew because you were standing over Eli in every play so we would win. I'm finally understanding football, and I enjoy watching it every Sunday . I am also doing great in school right now, I have straight A's , thanks to you because I know you're watching me and helping me get the grades that I get. I love you soooo much grandma and miss you much xoxoxoxo talk to you soon, love , Jenny ( as you used to call me ) <3
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lisa posted a condolence
Friday, December 30, 2011
Mom, another Christmas passed by without you, I cant describe how much you were missed. I cant believe we are going into 2012 already, time is just flying bye. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas in heaven again with everybody. I just want you to know we think about you all the time and just miss you so much. I still have such an empty feeling in my heart without you and it wont go away. I know you watch over all of us everyday. I pray to God this New Year will be a good one. I just cant seem to have a good year anymore since you left us. I try really hard for my family, but inside your missing. Mom please pray for all of us, we need it. I love you and again will always miss you forever. Lisa
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TONY posted a condolence
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM, MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH..WISH YOU WERE HERE..LOVE ME..XXXOOO
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LISA posted a condolence
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Hello my angel I know I havent lit a candle in a long time. I have you in my heart every day. I cant believe its been over 3 years since you left us. I am writing to you and the tears are just streaming down my face. I cant wait to see you soon. I am coming to NJ in 26 days and yes I am counting the days. I have so much to tell you. We are finally having Thanksgiving in NJ with Tony, I know he will be sad on that day, but at least I will be there and we could be sad together. You would be so proud of me the way I cook the syrian dishes. I try to keep up the tradition as much as possible. I am going to cook some dishes for Tony, I know he doesnt get to eat those meals often. I wish I could just hear your voice or see your face, I miss you so much. Please give sito and gido big kisses and hugs from us we miss them too so much. I luv you and will miss you forever. Lisa
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Tony posted a condolence
Thursday, May 26, 2011
OH MY GOD!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME, MOM, IT'S BEEN 3 YEARS SINCE YOU LEFT US AND IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY, THE TEARS WERE ENDLESS SINCE LAST NIGHT AND DID NOT SLEEP WELL AT ALL. I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU AND EVERYONE.
LOVE ME.. XXXOOO
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Lisa posted a condolence
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Happy Mothers Day "MOM" you will remain in my heart and mind all day tomorrow. I miss you and Love you so much. I still cant believe its going to be 3 years it still feels just like yesterday. Tony put such beautiful flowers for you and Sito. I wish you were here to get them. I just want you to know you were the best mother anyone could ever have and I will always cherish you. I hope you have a wonderful Mothers day in heaven. "I love you"
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TONY posted a condolence
Sunday, April 24, 2011
HAPPY EASTER MOM, IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE I VISITED, THAT DOESN'T MEAN I FORGOT ABOUT YOU. THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. GOING TO THE CEMETARY TODAY TO VISIT YOU GUYS AND TAKE A PICTURE TO SEND TO LISA AND LYNNE. MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, KISS SITO AND JIDO FOR ME.. LOVE TONY.. XXXOOO
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lisa posted a condolence
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Hi mom, I know its been a long time since i lit a candle, but your always in my thoughts, time has gone by so fast, it needs to just slow down a little bit. I am going to try real hard this summer to make a trip to come and see you. I feel so bad that I cant visit you more often. I know you understand, and I know tony comes so that makes me feel better. I just want to come all by myself and sit and talk to you. Well I know you been watching over us and thank you, we need you always watching us. We miss you so much and that will never change. I am sure you know stefanie got engaged and she is so happy, I wish you were here with us to celebrate with us. The girls miss you so much, please watch over john her fiance as he goes to afghanistan to fight for our country, bring him home safe to her. I know you will be watching over him. Hopefully soon tony will come and visit us, its been a while. I know tyler wants to come to florida and we miss them, this will be the first year in a long time that we dont meet up in myrtle beach and we are sad about that. We will continue to always pray for you as we know you will always be praying for us. I love and miss you dearly. Please give gido & sito kisses and hugs from us we miss them so much too. I love you!! Lisa
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